its-time-2-make-a-change
I have always been a big girl. 
When I was younger I got teased because I was a big girl. At my smallest I didn't eat and I worked out a lot because I did want to be like the skinny girls and I felt like that was the only way to get to there size. I wasn't a size 4 or anything just a size 10 and I thought that I was so skinny. 
Ive been told that I have a anger issue, I think my anger comes from me being overweight.
I'm not happy with anything but I'm not sure if its because I don't have the energy to do it, or if its because its to painful to do anything. I have 1 son and he is my everything.
My biggest fear is that I will not be around long enough to enjoy his life. I have developed health problems over the years. asthma, back, knee, joint pain, sleep apnea, consistent headache 
(go's in to migraines off and on)
, I'm tired all the time. 
I have had to have a hysterectomy and I feel it is because of my weight. I have been on I think every diet there is out there lol its crazy and none of them have worked of course. 
My family thinks that I am crazy for wanting weight loss surgery but I feel that it is the only way for me at this point. My sisters have done WW and have had some success. I did something similar to that and I only lost 20 lbs and then leveled out lol.
I'm here to find a surgeon and get surgery I just found out about the VSG and I think I am going to go that route. It doesn't seem so scary 
and I think that is what has been holding me up this hole time besides $$$$. My insurance will not pay for it so I am self pay. That's just a little bit about me 
