Its been a while....

Feb 17, 2008

I wish I could say that this has been easy... but it hasnt... If i had to do it all over again i would... Its worth every sacrifice.... I feel blessed to have been able to go through this change everything in my life has been directly affected and Im loving it...
I need to take time to sit down and write more... because i know this website helps so many ppl that like me thought they had no way out...

Love always
Ur OH sis
CASSy

Ive only lost.... only 1 poung in 4 days wtf!

Oct 11, 2007

Man...Back to my original dilemma will i continue losing! omg!

Last Night I hung Out with My friends....

Oct 08, 2007

Yey! i finally got some air... I went to dinner with my friends at the Montezuma and all I had was cranberry juice! What an accomplishment cuz i love the quesdillas form there lol... anywho then we hung out in my friends block with all the guys it was nice they wer all saying how u can see my weight difference in my face which is awesome! The guys wer saying that theyr gonna start hitttiing on me now so that when im think i dont think its cuz of that lol.

Ps. A Slide show of my first day outside!




Oh DEaRIE ME...

Oct 07, 2007

Ok so I dont know why the slide isnt working but watev i posted the picsinmy gallery anyway... ok so Im officially 20 pounds lighter! gosh this is amazing my tummy feels flatter which is great. I dont know if ive lost any inches but the jeans i was wearing preop used to fit so tight nowthey still feel tight but my gut doesnt pop out somuch! anywho i think today illgo outin to society im way to tired of being home... I woke up with like a crazy tummy ache... my mom made me fish and potatoes for dinner last night... it was so freakin good!
So maybe i over ate and felt it today. But  other than my infected stitch ifeel awesome...
Love your soon to be super thin OH sis!,
CASss

Ps... Pic of me right now... My face is looking thinner


U could see my healing fever blister under my lips

My Friends come to see how im doing...

Oct 06, 2007

 


What if!>?>?>?>?

Oct 04, 2007

m so afraid i mean its like since my surgery a week ago i have yet to even throw up anything sometimes i have to look down to remember that i got surgery... and its only been a week! ive even tried having a tiny tiny bit of bread! and it went down just fine i felt it a little lumpy but nothing happened... I DONT GET SICK! i had mashed potatoes with melted swiss cheese and half a boiled egg... well i could only get 3 spoonfuls of taht but .... I Dont know..  I gues i want something to scare me... i dont want to continue being fat or like get thin and then get fat again! ill just die!
helpme
helpme
I need advice does anyone have any tricks they do to keep themselves in check?
And im also scared ill stop losing weight!
oh god... I guess my mind isnt used to all this yet
help
Cassy the LOSER.... but for how long?

Oh btw... i weighed myself again to day and nowim 214 from 230


My Surgery Story...

Oct 02, 2007

I hadn’t written about my hospital experience so here it goes….

Night before…

I was so anxious I could not sleep, kept tossing and turning all night.. I called my ex-boyfriend and told him that I was getting my surgery and that just in case anything happened to me I wanted him to know that I still loved him more than anything… And guess what he said the same thing to me which was great but we can never  b together. Anywho!

The drive To the Hospital..

I woke my mom up at 4:30 am we got dressed.. We went to get the car and bye to my dad and was on my way… We arrived there my mom had some parking confusion n we had to make change for the parking machine.. I went in to a deli and bought my mom a Snapple ( god how i wanted some!)

The wait…

We got there 15 minutes early…So my mom snapped some quick before pics (boy do I look disgusting!) Ill put them up when I find the cable for my comp. I met the girl that was having her lap band surgery after me she was nice but way to nervous so I refrained from talking to negativities.

Inside The Prep Room

They asked me a couple quick questions, was I pregnant? Was I on drugs? Allergic to anything? Yada yada… They game a bag with a gown, shoes and a hat . I went in to a little cubicle and got dressed… I called my mom in I could see the worry in her face…. The 1st docs that came out were the one with the knockout stuff yum yum… they put my IV in that hurt a bit. He asked me to use my albuterol inhaler since I’d an asthma attack the day before. Ok so my doc Chopra comes out he asks me if I’m confident that this is what I wanted and I said yes of course ( what kind of questions is that?) any who I kissed my mom goodbye and off I went.

Operating Room

Woah! That bed looks like something out of a Hannibal Lecter movie! But whatever I scoot on over…The nurse asks me if Im nervous and to be honest I wasn’t not one bit. They strapped me in for the ride…Boy ill tell you that 1st sensation of anesthesia was freaking horrible it felt like a rocket exploded in my body…. “What’s happening to me? Why do I feel like this?” and then all I heard was them saying “It happens, and now your falling asleep” lights out for me!

Recovery Room

They woke me up none to gently…CASSANDRA! They screamed I had a mask on my face and my first concern was getting it off… I pushed it away… I looked around and asked for my daddy… Lights out again… I slept so much I lost track… The nurses were not that great at all… Only one nurse’s aid MIKE he was awesome… Jacobi didn’t even have a bed available for me so I had to sleep on stretcher all night long in the noisy recovery room! They put the leg pads on and I swear they were laced with itchy powder! Gosh I couldn’t stand it! My mouth was sodry and I couldn’t eat or drink anything for like ever my mouth was so dry…one nurse swabbed my mouth and a bunch of dry blood came out..I didn’t know why… But late on the surgeon came out and said that my heartbeat had accelerated to 130 and theyd had to shove that tube down my throat… woah! No wonder he said my surgery would be 21/2 hours and it turned out to be 5 hours! But all turned out well… had a little bladder problem…I couldn’t pee without a cathardge whatever that is… and they had to shove that in me so many damn times!

I Went Home

My hospital stay was 3 days… I came home and got so many fever I got a blister in nose and on my bottom lip… so my mom took me back but all they did was give me more antibiotics and one of my stitches is infected…

My advice

Take an IPOD… and after your surgery EAT EAT EAT! Or you will feel so week it will suck! Drink all the water you can, take all you vitamins and Smile, your about to be fabulously thin BABY!

My hospital slide..

So far i have lost 13 pounds from 230 to 217 in 5 days!

Oct 01, 2007

Ive lost so much but i feel super duper week man.. I dont know how to eat enough without hurting my new stomach!

I did IT! I am loser!

Sep 30, 2007

It was great my stomach hurts!

Yet Another Date...

Sep 25, 2007

So accordingly I got a new date again!... Tomorrow At least i wont have to wait to see if It finally goes thru... Im tryingto get things ready... doinglaundry and all that good stuff!
Well wish me luck this time arond
Love
CASS

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Its been a while....
Ive only lost.... only 1 poung in 4 days wtf!
Last Night I hung Out with My friends....
Oh DEaRIE ME...
My Friends come to see how im doing...
What if!>?>?>?>?
My Surgery Story...
So far i have lost 13 pounds from 230 to 217 in 5 days!
I did IT! I am loser!
Yet Another Date...

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