ItsnotCassandra
Its been a while....
Feb 17, 2008
I need to take time to sit down and write more... because i know this website helps so many ppl that like me thought they had no way out...
Love always
Ur OH sis
CASSy
Ive only lost.... only 1 poung in 4 days wtf!
Oct 11, 2007
Last Night I hung Out with My friends....
Oct 08, 2007
Ps. A Slide show of my first day outside!
Oh DEaRIE ME...
Oct 07, 2007
So maybe i over ate and felt it today. But other than my infected stitch ifeel awesome...
Love your soon to be super thin OH sis!,
CASss
Ps... Pic of me right now... My face is looking thinner
U could see my healing fever blister under my lips
What if!>?>?>?>?
Oct 04, 2007
helpme
helpme
I need advice does anyone have any tricks they do to keep themselves in check?
And im also scared ill stop losing weight!
oh god... I guess my mind isnt used to all this yet
help
Cassy the LOSER.... but for how long?
Oh btw... i weighed myself again to day and nowim 214 from 230
My Surgery Story...
Oct 02, 2007
I hadn’t written about my hospital experience so here it goes….
Night before…
I was so anxious I could not sleep, kept tossing and turning all night.. I called my ex-boyfriend and told him that I was getting my surgery and that just in case anything happened to me I wanted him to know that I still loved him more than anything… And guess what he said the same thing to me which was great but we can never b together. Anywho!
The drive To the Hospital..
I woke my mom up at
The wait…
We got there 15 minutes early…So my mom snapped some quick before pics (boy do I look disgusting!)
Inside The Prep Room
They asked me a couple quick questions, was I pregnant? Was I on drugs? Allergic to anything? Yada yada… They game a bag with a gown, shoes and a hat . I went in to a little cubicle and got dressed… I called my mom in I could see the worry in her face…. The 1st docs that came out were the one with the knockout stuff yum yum… they put my IV in that hurt a bit. He asked me to use my albuterol inhaler since I’d an asthma attack the day before. Ok so my doc Chopra comes out he asks me if I’m confident that this is what I wanted and I said yes of course ( what kind of questions is that?) any who I kissed my mom goodbye and off I went.
Operating Room
Woah! That bed looks like something out of a Hannibal Lecter movie! But whatever I scoot on over…The nurse asks me if Im nervous and to be honest I wasn’t not one bit. They strapped me in for the ride…Boy ill tell you that 1st sensation of anesthesia was freaking horrible it felt like a rocket exploded in my body…. “What’s happening to me? Why do I feel like this?” and then all I heard was them saying “It happens, and now your falling asleep” lights out for me!
Recovery Room
They woke me up none to gently…CASSANDRA! They screamed I had a mask on my face and my first concern was getting it off… I pushed it away… I looked around and asked for my daddy… Lights out again… I slept so much I lost track… The nurses were not that great at all… Only one nurse’s aid MIKE he was awesome… Jacobi didn’t even have a bed available for me so I had to sleep on stretcher all night long in the noisy recovery room! They put the leg pads on and I swear they were laced with itchy powder! Gosh I couldn’t stand it! My mouth was sodry and I couldn’t eat or drink anything for like ever my mouth was so dry…one nurse swabbed my mouth and a bunch of dry blood came out..I didn’t know why… But late on the surgeon came out and said that my heartbeat had accelerated to 130 and theyd had to shove that tube down my throat… woah! No wonder he said my surgery would be 21/2 hours and it turned out to be 5 hours! But all turned out well… had a little bladder problem…I couldn’t pee without a cathardge whatever that is… and they had to shove that in me so many damn times!
I Went Home
My hospital stay was 3 days… I came home and got so many fever I got a blister in nose and on my bottom lip… so my mom took me back but all they did was give me more antibiotics and one of my stitches is infected…
My advice
Take an IPOD… and after your surgery EAT EAT EAT! Or you will feel so week it will suck! Drink all the water you can, take all you vitamins and Smile, your about to be fabulously thin BABY!
My hospital slide..So far i have lost 13 pounds from 230 to 217 in 5 days!
Oct 01, 2007
I did IT! I am loser!
Sep 30, 2007
Yet Another Date...
Sep 25, 2007
Well wish me luck this time arond
Love
CASS