Sep 30, 2010

 Im not real good about checking my OH cause my life is so hectic right now but want some more WLS friends so feel free to add me on facebook.  http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000873340890 I've currently lost 130 pounds down from 274 to 144. I want to lose about 5 to 10 more pounds but dont know if that will happen without the help of plastics. I never knew how having surgery could mess with your head so bad, Im greatful for my surgery and I know it saved my life but I wish they tell you the not so pretty details prior to surgery. I was never told my hair would fall out in clumps like I had cancer, how food becomes very overwhelming and almost an obsession after or how I would not be able to see the weight loss because my mind still hasnt caught up with my body. I know I have Body dysmorphic disorder and it is something Im still really stuggling with on a daily basis. I think I liked myself more when I was morbidly obese and now am really struggling with hating my body. I feel like I wont be happy until I can get the plastics that I need. Id love to hear from people struggling with the same issues because any advice would be appreciated:)Hope everyone is healthy,happy and  losing, maintaining or wherever you are on your journey. I know its a constant fight but we can do it


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