its a year

Apr 20, 2009

hey everyone

hope u guys are doing much better than i am....ok here goes my confession i fell off ya'll i am so ashamed i didnt increase in weight but i know i put on some pounds in my midsection which was always a problem. i eat everything its like i have lost whatever little self control i have. i don't want to continue down this path i go to the gym but its what i put in my mouth late night treat sweet tooth fast food yes i am back to my old habit i mean i just made a year but i guess like my friend in my head wendy williams says once a foody always a foodylol. i am determine to continue with my weight loss goals. To top it off i wasn't even aware that i was back to my old habits because i can still only eat small portions until one night i told my boyfriend that i want ice-cream he turn to me and said babe u gonna eat icecream this late and i said yes he goes ok i have being watching u and notice you've being eating alot when u put on weight i don't want to hear it that was when i looked into myself ya'll when i was heavier i did not want to go out and i was so depress that it was affecting our relationship because i went from us goung out all the time to me not wanting to go out at all my selfesteem was through the ground but he always stood by me and made me feel like a supermodel. i don't want to go back to that. i'm too much of a fun person to be all laying up in the house depress so ya'll help me to continue conquering my weight.

oh by the way still weight 230 6'0 feet tall stomach fat size 12 and 14 L xl and xxl  depends
hoping to lose my last 30lbs by august going to jamaica


peace and love
Renee

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04/08/2008
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