jamaicansweetie2
oh my so embarassed right now
Nov 30, 2009
hey oh friends
its been a while i dont even know where to start i am so not happy right now but i still have a place where i have friends who are having the same problems as me and i need to vent. i had this surgery over a year ago i had lost over about 90 lbs and was wearing a large top and a size 12 jeans depends on brand. well i am embarass to say i have gain almost 20 lbs due to my bad eating habits and lack of exercise. Everyday i struggle with my weight and as the pound creep on and my clothes becomes tighter i becoome depress frankly i dont know what to do with my self. i wonder is it too late did my stomach go back to its regular size what can i do to stop my craving how can i become motivated again. i need ur help and anyone who has an answer to my problem and can offer help i'll be waiting i think back because i was warn but its the daily struggles with food and i have let food get the best of me i am now willing to fight my battle but i need motivation i thought about seeing a therapist because i feel this is also mental i cant go back to the old me when i look at old photos i ask family friends and my hubby if they couldnt tell me i was out of control i feel so ashamed when i look at those pics and that how i am beginning to feel but i need some advice before its too late i go to see my surgeon next week i hope he has an answer
thanks u friend
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35.3
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Surgery
04/08/2008
Surgery Date
Nov 01, 2007
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