MARCH 20TH 2007 - I HAD MY CONSULTATION DONE AT THE DR OFFICE IT WENT GREAT I WAS REALLY EXCITED BECAUSE I WAS ON VACTION THE FOLLOWING WEEK SO IT GAVE ME PLENTY OF TIME TO GET ALL MY TESTING DONE IN ONE WEEK.I WEIGHED IN AT 240 LBS AND ONLY 5 FEET 4 INCHES AND I AM SOLID AS A BULL I THINK EVERYTHING I EAT TURNS INTO SOLID WEIGHT FOR ME .

 

MARCH 26TH 2007 I TALKED TO THE NUTRISTIONIST(SP) AND SHE WAS SO HELPFUL IN HELPING DETERMINE MY WEAKNESSES AND HOW I WILL NEED TO CHANGE THOSE HABITS AFTER SURGERY.THE COST WAS 125.00 BUT IT WAS WORTH IT .

MARCH 27TH 2007 I TALKED TO THE PSYCH. AND BOY WAS THAT FUN AND DISSAPOINTING I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO LAY BACK IN A CHAIR AND TALK ABOUT MY PROBLEMS IN LIFE AND WEIGHT ISSUES HE ONLY WANTED TO TALK ABOUT MY POSITIVE OUTCOMES OF LIFE AND WAS I READY TO MAKE THIS LIFE CHANGING EVENT A REALITY.

 

 

 

MARCH 30 2007 I HAD MY BLOOD WORK AND ULTRASOUND DONE AT THE LOCAL HOSPITAL IT WENT WELL NO HASSELL AT ALL . MY PCP  ALSO WROTE MY MEDICAL NESCESSITY FORM FOR THE INSURANCE.

 

APRIL 13 2007 I HAD ALL MY INFORMATION TO FAX TO THE DR OFFICE AND WAS TOLD I WAS ALREADY APPROVED FOR THE SURGERY I WAS SO STUNNED AND WAS DRIVING AT THE SAME TIME I ALMOST REARENDED THE CAR INFRONT OF ME.I WAS TOLD THE MADE A MISTAKE WITH THE CODE THOUGH THE COMPANY BLUE CROSS BLUE SHIELD FEDERAL APPROVED ME FOR THE LAPBAND NOT GASTRIC SO THEY HAD TO CHANGE IT BEFORE A SURGERY DATE.

APRIL 18TH 2007 THIS OFFICE REALLY WORKS QUICK I THOUGHT THAT WILL TAKE TIME BUT IT WAS DONE IN 48 HRS AND NOW I AM SCHEDULED FOR MAY 9TH 2007. I GO IN MAY 3RD FOR PRE -OP AND CLASSES AND REGISTER AT THE OCALA REGIONAL MEDICAL CENTER FOR ADMISSION I AM SO EXCITED BUT I AINT GOING TO LIE I AM A BIT NERVOUS YOU SEE MY FAMILY DOESN'T KNOW I AM DOING THIS . THEY ACTED REALLY FUNNY TOWARDS ME IN OCT.2004 WHEN I HAD A BREAST REDUCTION THEY THOUGHT IT WAS UNESSCESARY BUT THEY ALL WEAR C CUPS NOT TRIPLE DDD'S AT 24 -27 YEARS OF AGE THAT IS TO MUCH TO BE SO SHORT. AND I WANTED POSITIVE PEOPLE AROUND ME FOR THIS SURGERY NOT COMPLAINERS OR HATERS BECAUSE ONE DAY I GOING TO BE SEXXXXXIER THAN THEM SO MAY GOD BE WITH YOU IS MY PRAYER
 SO I DECIDED TO CALL A GODMOM OF MINE AND SHE IS MY MENTOR FOR THIS EXSPECIALLY SINCE SHE HAD IT DONE 10 YEARS AGO AND STILL IS BRINGINGSEXY BACCCK.

MAY 1ST 2007 I AM STILL LEARNING HOW TO WORK THIS SITE SO BARE WITH ME ANYWAYS I TRIED DOING SOME PRE SHOPPING BUT I AM NOT SURE WHAT TO BUY SOMEBODY HELP ME . DOES EVETYTHING HAVE TO BE SUGER FREE THATS A JOKE I WOULDN'T CARE IT IT WAS WATER AS LONG AS I LOSE THIS WEIGHT.

MAY 3 2007 IS PRE-OP DAY WISH ME LUCK AND FOR ALL YOU SAINT'S OUT THEIR KEEP PRAYING FOR ME .MAY 9TH IS SURGERY DAY SO I WILL TRY TO WRITE BACK BEFORE THEN GOD BLESS.

MAY4TH 2007 THE PRE-OP WENT VERY WELL THE STAFF WAS SO KNOWLEDGABLE AND FOCUSED ON THE PATIENTS TO MAKE SURE WE UNDERSTAND EVERY THING THEY EVEN SENT A DVD BACK WITH US TO VEIW AT HOME IF WE FORGET OR NEED SOMETHING THAT WE HAVE TO RECOLLECT (SP) ANY WAYS WE ALSO WENT STRAIGHT OVER TO THE HOSPITAL FOR PREADMISSION AND BOY WAS THAT A TRIP IT TOOK ABOUT TWO HOURS HAVING BLOOD WORK AND CHEST XRAYS AND EKG DONE AND CHECKING IN BUT I DIDNT MIND WHEN THEY TOLD ME MY INSURANCE COVERS 100% OF THE CCHARGE SO I WAS LIKE THANK GOD I CAN SAVE SOME PENNIES IN MY POCKET FOR ALL THE OTHER STUFF I HAVE TO BUY. WELL I AM NOT NERVOUS ANY MORE THE JITTERS ARE GONE BECAUSE GOD HAS ANSWERED MY PRAYER AND GAVE ME PEACE IN MY HEART ABOUT THE SURGERY AND AS LONG AS HE IS IN CHARGE EVERTHING ELSE HAS TO FALL IN ORDER. WELL GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND I WILL KEEP YOU ALL IN PRAYER TILL NEXT TIME PEACE AND HAIRGREASE (LOL).

MAY 7TH 2007 WELL I AM STUNNED AND NERVOUS YALL SHOULD HAVE  TOLD ME I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO SLEEP AT NIGHT DREAMING ABOUT THIS . I AM SO HAPPY BUT NERVOUS AT THE SAME TIME WEDNESDAY IS MY DAY AND 7:30 I WILL GO IN FOR PREP. AND OFF TO THE SURGERY ROOM JUST ME THE DOCTORS ,NURSES AND GOD DOING HIS THING. I STILL HAVE LOTS TO DO INTHE NEXT 24 HOURS LIKE CLEAN MY BATHROOM AND DO TWO LOADS OF LAUNDRY AND OF COURSE WASH MY CAR AND TRY TO DO SOMETHING WITH THIS HAIR OF MINE BUT IT WILL BE OKAY. TILL NEXT TIME FOLKS REMEMBER PRAYER CHANGES THINGS GOD BLESS 

 

MAY 9TH 2007 OKAY ITS SURGERY DAY AND I AM SOO TIRED BECAUSE I WORKED UNTIL 1:30AM AND HAD TO BE AT THE  HOSPITAL AT 6:30 A.M. I THINK I WAS SLEEP BERFORE THEY GAVE ME ANY SEDATIVES ANY WAYS I WAS PREP  AND SIGN MY LIFE AWAY AND GOT THE I-V AND ANTIBOTICS ROLLING AND NEXT THING I KNEW THE DOCTOR WAS READY FOR ME. WHEN I WOKE UP I WAS IN MY ROOM IT WAS A PRIVATE ROOM THANK GOD AND I DIDNT HAVE ANY PAIN AT ALL JUST A LITTLE DISCOMFORT FROM THE G-TUBE. I IMMEDIATELY JUMPED OFF THE BED AND WALK UP AND DOWN THE HALLWAYS SO I DONT GET GAS BUILD UP OR BOOD CLOTS I WALKED SO MUCH THE NURSES TOLD ME TO STOP RUNNING A MARATHON AND GET BACK IN BED SO I WAS LIKE WOW I DIDNT KNOW I WOULD FEEL THIS GREAT.THROUGH OUT THE NIGHT I WALKED EVERY HOUR AND SAT UP IN THE RECLINER IN THE ROOM TO GET A BETTER BACK POSITION I STOPPED PAIN MEDS AROUND 2:00AM BECAUSE I WASNT IN PAIN I WAS JUST A LITTLE SOAR IN THE G-TUBE AREA AND SAID TO MYSELF JUST DEAL WITH IT THE NURSES WAS LIKE WOW YOU REALLY HAVE A HIGH TOLERANCE TO PAIN WILL YOU HAVE MY KIDS FOR ME AND I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU HAVE A BABY.

 

MAY 10 TH 2007 WELL EVERY THING STILL FINE I AM CONTINUING TO WALK THE HEAD NURSE OF THE BARIATRIC WING IN THE HOSPITAL GAVE US A SECOND CLASS ON THE G-TUBE HOW TO FEED AND FLUSH AND TAKE MEDS AND IT WENT WELL SO THAT IT NOW ITS OFF FOR HOME THE PHYSICAL THERAPIST TOLD ME SHE HAD WATCHED ME WALK ALL NIGHT SO SHE DIDNT HAVE MUCH TO SAY BUT KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK THE OTHER FOLK ON THE WING CALLED ME SPEEDY THEY SAID I WAS MOVING LIKE I NEVER HAD SURGERY I JUST THANK GOD HE SAW ME THROUGH AND I PRAYED FOR A SPEEDY AND HEALTHY RECOVERY AND HE DID JUST WHAT I ASKED HIM TO DO SO I GIVE HIM THE PRAISE AND THE GLORY WITHOUT HIM I WOULD HAVE BEEN MOANING AROUND LIKE SOME OTHERS I SAW AND TRIED TO ENCOURAGE DISCHARGE TIME  3:00P.M.

 

MAY 16 2007 I HAD MY STAPLES REMOVED TODAY AND HAD MY FIRST WOW MOMENT I GOT ON THE SCALE AND LOST 15 LBS THE FIRST WEEK I STILL LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND CANT SEE A 15 POUND DROP BUT THE SCALE DONT LIE I GUESS. MY GODMOM WHO ASSISTED ME INTHE HOSPITAL AND DID AND AWSOME JOB SUPPORTING ME IS LIKE I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR WAISTE AND FACE WELL I GUESS IT WILL TAKE ME A MINUTE TO SEE WHAT SHE SEES ANYWAYS I AM OFFICIALLY A MEMBER OF THE LOOSING BENCH AND YES IT FEELS NICE THE JOY IS UN DESCRIBEABLE (SP)  IF I HAVE NOT SAID IT YET I WANT TO TAKE TIME OUT TO YOU GUYS AND SAY THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT YOU ALL ARE REALLY FAMILY AND I WILL NEVERFORGET HOW MUCH LOVE AND SUPPORT I GOT BEFORE DURING AND AFTER SURGERY SOME OF YOU CALLED AND SOME SENT UP A PRAYERS GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND CONTINUE TO DO WHAT YOU ARE DOING IT DOES MAKES A DIFFERENCE IN OUR LIVES UNTIL NEXT PEACE AND LOVE AND HUGS JESUS STYLE.:)

MAY 21 2007 HI GUYS I HAVE MISSED YOU ALL BUT LIFE GOES ON ANY WAYS I AM BACK TO WORK AND ITS IS GOING REALLY WELL I AM FEELING AWSOME AND PAIN FREE ONLY PAIN IS NOT EATING LIKE I USE TO BUT YOU DONT WANT TO EAT AFTER THIS SURGERY ANY WAY ONLY ONE COMPLAINT I CANT DRINK MY PROTEIN SHAKES YET I DO ABOUT HALF WAY AND GIVE UP BECAUSE I CANT TAKE THE TASTE IT IS SO NASTY . I LOVE THE WEIGHT I AM LOOSING I FEEL THE DIFFERENCE IN MY THIGHS AND BUTTOCKS AND BREAST AND CAN SEE THE DIFFERENCE IN MY FACE AND NECK. I DONT KNOW HOW SMALL I WILL GET BUT I AM PRAYING IT DOESNT LOOK FRIEGHTFUL AND SICKLY, UNTIL NEXT TIME FOLKS  OH YEAH FOR NEW COMERS STOP READING OUR BLOGS AND BECOME ONE OF US ITS A CHALLENGE YOU WILL NEVER FORGET AND JOY YOU WILL CONTINUE TO TALK ABOUT FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!

MAY 28 2007  WELL IT S BEEN A MINUTE AND I DONT HAVE LONG TO WRITE BUT I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT I AM STILL DOING FINE NO PAIN NO GGAIN RIGHT  ANY WAY I HAVE ONE MORE WEEK AND THE G-TUBE COMES OUT AND THAT WILL BE NICE. I CAN EAT A LITTLE MORE AND TOLERATE A LITTLE MORE THAN THE FULL LIQUIDS ALREADY I CAN EAT CRAKERS AND CHEESE AND EVEN THINLY SLICED LUNCHEON MEAT DELI STYLE AND YOUGURT AND OATMEAL SO I AM PLEASED I CANT EAT MUCH BUT I DO HAVE MORE OF A VARIETY WHEN I DO EAT SO IT BEATS JELLO AND PUDDING AND CHICKEN BROTH BUT THANK GOD I AM VERY BLESSED TO BE RECOVERING THE WAY I AM. I CANT GIVE YOU GUYS AN OFFICIAL UPDATE ON HOW MUCH WEIGHT I LOST CAUSE I HAVENT BEEN ON A SCALE BUT I FEEL I AM APPROACHING THE 25 POUNDS LOST MARK. MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS SAY THEY CANSEE THE DIFFERENCE IT REALLY SHOWS BUT I AM WAITING TO BE SCALED WHEN I GO IN TO HAVE THE TUBE REMOVED SO I CAN HAVE ANOTHER WOW MOMENT. TILL NEXT TIME GOD BLESS AND MUCH PRAYERS BEING SENT OUT FOR YOU GUYS IN SURGERY AND AWAITING YOUR NEW B-DAY FOR A SWIFT SPEEDY HEALTHY RECOVERY.

June 11 2007 well I am sorry it took so long to write  but I have good news the tube is gone and i feel like dancing. it didn't hurt but it tends to get in your way espexcially when you want to wear certain outfits and it dont look right with that tube hanging out .  oh yeah my check up went fine they told me to drink more protein and eat more meat so i have to be obeidient to that. the wow factor for me again was getting on the scale and loosing 34 pounds since surgery i thought i was only 25 or 30 but not 34 so i was at the least  to say impressed and shocked as hell . so my face is glowing right now in delight , i will write later  and promise it wont take so long this time.


JUNE 27 2007 WELL WELL I FINALLY GOT A CHANCE TO MAKE IT BACK AND UPDATE MY BLOG SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED SINCE!  well for starters let me say i still am healthy, beautiful and on the losing bench i feel fabulous and get so much attention even when i prefer to just be in the crowd like everybody else i did have my first oh my gosh what the hell is going on moment about two weeks ago my stomach was singing and growling so loud i was like what the hell and then all of the sudden it hit me i was full of gas and i got constipated so to say a little to that i just called the R.N. AND he advised me to take a suppository and drank more of my nausea medication to loosen my gas well needless to say but it worked and it worked like in the first 20 minutes i was going to the bathrooom like clock work but what a relief that was so far i havent had anything like that to occur again i didnt eat anything out of wack to cause it but the nurse says its normal to get backed up every now and then due to the iron pills we take so kudos  now  moving on to the imprortant stuff like shopping i know most of you said dont waste your money because we will fly throughthe clothes and i agree because i was wearing a size 22 before surgery and now i am wearing a size 14 in two months and  i had to pickup some things so i bought 2 pairs of jeans 3 sunday dress for church and of course jewlery to match and smaller bras my breast are just shrinking away and guess what that all cost me $125.00 so i was like hallejuah now that  is what shopping is suppose to feel like my mom saw me running around the store like i was going crazy. i am glad i did it though because i never knew  what size i was i knew all my old clothes was falling off me and i had to do something even people on my job is like you need to buy new uniforms  but i just bought these 2 months ago so i am going to continue wearing them until they fall off my back side but the way things are going that aint too far away is it. well i have started exercising now and toning and i love the energy it gives me i have one more week before i can start swimming that is my favorite so holla at me divas and give me some advice and remember prayer changes things god bless



JULY 11TH 2007 Well for starters let me say I am so blessed and so grateful GOD has allowed me to be in the place I am in right now and if you are a saint of the Lord you know what i mean. wls has changed my life, it has changed my outlook on life and especially the way i correspond with people i am not shy any more and I think more open minded about others and what challenges they may be facing but don't get me wrong I have growed tremendously, BUT CROSSING MY PATH UNCORRECTLY  IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN (MAMA- CITA )WILL CHECK YOU  I HAD TO LET SOMEBODY KNOW THAT RECENTLY JUST CAUSE MY WALK WITH GOD IS GREATER DONT MEAN I HAVE FORGOTEN  WHERE I USE TO BE and i am going to leave it at that any hooooo guess what ya'll it is exactly my 2months post -op and i  have lost a whopppinnggg 42lbs. yes i said it 42 lbs. I cant believe it my self but kudos for me for sticking in their and i know in the long run it will pay off because the evidence is coming forth now.  I AM DRINKING MY PROTEIN AND EATING LOTS OF MEAT AND TAKING MY VITAMINS LIKE CLOCKWORK. i still eat about two meals aday i know i should be up to three now but my work schedule interfere with that so i hope i can get to that point before august. i threw out all my 22's .20's,18's 16's clothing and only have 12 and 14's in my closet my feet have shrunk  i am no longer a wide just a 7 1/2 reg. my underwear was sagging between my legs so i had a underwear shopping spree i know that might be a bit too much info but hell you choose to read my blog. i am trying to get new pic up but my camera batteries wont recharge and i dont know why and lost the warranty paper so i tryin to come up with plan B other than that I am on my way baby to the place were i used to be and and havent seen for a long time  LIKE HIGH SCHOOL SO GOD BLESS GET SOME REST YOUR CHANGE IS COMING EVERYBODY HAS A SEASON IN THEIR LIFE FOR SOMETHING AND THIS IS MY SEASON TO BE BLESSED AND BE A BLESSING TO OTHERS AS I GROW IN CHRIST  JESUS LOVES YOU




August 17th 2007 hey there i didn't forget about my OH family but life has been busy lately well to give you guys a quick catch up session i have lost 50 lbs now but it changes depending on the scale i am on but 50 lbs is gone thank god i am at the half way point. i am 3 months post -op and feel amazing the feeling is so surreal i look in the mirror some days and see places were i used to buldge out and now it is just gone all my friends and family say i look great i just smile and say thank you but i feel sometimes like i cant see what they see so the excitement is there its just delayed because sometimes i still see myself as big not a smaller person so see even people on the smaller side have issues. my hair is thinning a bit but i really dont care it is so hot i already feel like cutting it off so one day i just may walk in the salon and do that i cant fit my clothes now i wear a size 12 and by the end of the month i may be in a size 10 now that is crazy that just really blows my mind.i have a confession to make i am addicted to the hydrocodine the doctor prescribed it helps me sleep at night so well i just be like dang i got to stop taking this but i cant a friend reffered me to get the doc to prescribe ambien so i am going to give that a try i dont have much time just wanted to drop a note to let u know i am thinking about you and i am okay holla at your girl .




September 12,2007 hi  my OH family i love  you and miss talking to you Yes i read my emails and answer back i just haven't had much time to update my blog i am trying to do better because this blog can really encourage some one going through what i have already been through and what i say is not meant to offend anyone just to help someone. well i am 4 months post op this week and i am so blessed the weight is still falling off i have a total of 62 pounds lost and wearing a size 10 clothes i only get exhausted when i go fishing but yall dont know i be bout business when it come to catching that fish i be running and casting and shouting when the fish get away but that is my hobbie and i love it cause it teaches me patience and perserverence and hot fried fish with grits is a southern delight on friday.  i have stopped taking the hydrocodeine the doctor prescribe i now fall asleep naturally and i am very pleased to say thank god i thought i was  going to have to go to rehab or something like that to quit thank you Jesus. my scars are starting to dissappear its like they are blending in with my regular skin tone so i have to point them out to people cause just from looks you cant tell i had surgery  i still feel like the weight loss is so rapid i cant keep up some folks that dont know i had the surgery and keep asking me what i am doing to loose weight keep getting on my nerves a bit its not every body's business what i do behind closed doors some people will try to down talk your blessing so new folks dont tell them your business just trust god and a select choosen few and do  you miss lady all that other garbage is because they maybe jealous they cant have the surgery learn some things aren't meant for every body to know. Well lets spice this up a bit and talk about the good stuff like men folk honey those men folk are some true characters especially the ones that couldn't speak when i was 240 pounds now at 170 they are asking for my phone number meeting me at work and some one even saw me at the restaurant with another guy and had the nerves to walk over and say hi and ask me what was my plans later that night i was like please lord dont let my friend kick his ass right here in the restaurant cause i really do like the food here and the atmosphere was so delightful i keep getting phone calls from my x and one guy i have known for 6 years wants me to marry him i reallly need some serious prayer and confirmation from the lord first on that i just feel like i want to have fun and do the single yet sexy as hell thing first to make up for lost time i dont want a commitment this early i enjoy wearing sex clothes going out and having guys stare at me and give me weird looks like if i could only holla but she with her man so i gotta give her respect i like that now the relationship i am in now is great but he seems to get more jealous of  the weight loss he told me my freak light must have come on cause i dont hold back now i show more skin and etc.etc.etc. you know what i mean but like i said for you new folks get it done come experience what i am and you'll be like now i know what sister girl was talking about. stay sweet and safe and god bless you  all and keep me in your prayers.




December 23,2007 well hi there family i know its been a while but guess what i am officially 75 pounds down i wear a size 9/10 and look fine as hell i must say myself i cut my hair short so i have that halle and toni braxton look going on right now i am still having all the fun with those men folks and really grateful to GOD for the surgery and a complete healing and a supernatural blessing he has put upon my life i want to wish u all a merry christmas and safe new year  may GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU THIS UPCOMING YEAR IS MY PRAYER.  oh yeah i am officially 9months out of surgery inone week.




APRIL 1ST 2008   HELLO  OH FAMILY I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY BUT I WANTED TO STAY DEDICATED TO MY OTHER FAMILY WHO ARE REALLY CONCERNED ABOUT AND TO ENCOURAGE ALL NEW FRIENDS THAT TRUST IN GOD AND KEEP THE FAITH AND ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE . I HAVE REACHED MY 100 POUND LOSS MARK  WHEN I STARETED THIS JOURNEY I WEIGHED IN AT 240 AND NOW I WEIGHT IN AT 140 AND ITS  NOT EVEN MY YEAR ANNIVERSARY YET SO JUST TO SAY I AM BLESSED AND HIGHLY FAVORED BY GOD THIS JOURNEY HAS TAUGHT ME SO MUCH SOME FRIENDS HAVE TURNED JELOUS DUE TO THE FACT I GET A LOT OF ATTENTION ,  I HAVE FAMILY THAT HAS STUCK IN THEIR WITH ME CLOSER THAN EVER BEFORE AND I HAVE STRENGTH AND FAITH NOW LBETTER AND MORE THAN EVER BEFORE TO LIFE IS  LIKE IF I WAS NOT MEANT TO BE HERE THAN GOD WOULD HAVE TAKEN ME OUT A LONG TIME AGO BUT HE IS KEEPING ME HERE FOR A PURPOSE AND I ENJOY EVERYDAY NOW LIKE A NEW  FRESHER LEASE ON LIFE. TO WRAP IT UP IN A NUT SHELL I AM REALLY ENJOYING LIFE TO THE FULLIEST AND JUST REALLY OVERJOYED THAT THIS PROCESS WAS VERY SMOOTH NO SIDE EFFECTS NO HEALTH PROBLEMS OR AFTER EFFECTS SO FOR ALL U GUYS THINKING OF THIS SURGERY AND HAVE NOT MADE UP YOUR MIND I AM TELLING FIND A GOOD DOCTOR PRAY AND HAVE FAITH FOLLOW THE DOC'S ORDERS  AND IN THE END U TO WILL BE A OKAY AND WILL BE ON THE LOOSING BENCH UNTIL NEXT TIME GOD BLESS GET SOME REST AND REPENT OF YOUR SINS AND ENJOY LIFE .



SEPTEMBER 15, 2008 WHOA

OH MY GOSH IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I HAVE TALKED TO MY OH FAMILY IT IS LIKE A  SIN TO NOT HAVE KEPT UP WITH THE SIGHT THAT SIMPLY MEANS I HAVE TO DO BETTER, WELL FIRST AND FOREMOST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY KUDOS TO ALL YOU GUYS I SPENT 16 HOURS READING YOUR EMAILS AND CATCHING UP WITH YOUR BLOGS SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED AND I AM PROUD OF EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU GIVE YOUR SELF A PAT ON THE BACK WELL AS FOR ME YOU GUYS KNOW I KEEP IT REAL WITH YOU ALL I DONT SUGAR COAT NONE OF MY BUSINESS :) WELL I FINALLY MADE IT AT THE 100 POUND GOAL I AM OFFICIALLY 130 LBS. I LOOK GREAT I FEEL GREAT I CAN ADMIT MY FREAK LIGHT IS DEFINITELY ON AND THE WILD SIDE OF ME IS SO OUT THERE SOMETIMES I LAUGH AT MY SELF FOR SOME OF THINGS I DO OR SAY IT JUST COMES SO NATURALLY NOW. I STILL AM LOOSING MORE LIKE INCHES THOUGH MY STOMACH IS SO SMALL AND WAIST AREA SOMETIME I HAVE TO FIND IT I WEAR LITTLE KIDS BELTS BECAUSE REGULAR BELTS DOESN'T FIT MY WAIST I WEAR A SIZE 4 YES GIRLFRIEND DID SAY IT I WEAR A SIZE 4 AND FEEL LIKE IF I LOOSE ANOTHER POUND I DONT KNOW WHERE ITS COMING FROM I LOOK VERY HEALTHY SO DONT GET ME WRONG I DONT LOOK SICK OR ANYTHING AS A MATTER OF FACT I AM SO SEEXXXYYYY AND HEALTHY WITH NO EXTRA SKIN OR STRETCH MARKS I CANT BELIEVE IT MY SELF BUT THE PICTURES WILL SHOW YA BETTER THAN I CAN TELL YA OH YEAH FOR MY MALE BUDDIES OUT THERE I AM STILL SINGLE (HINT, HINT ) SO DO WHAT YA DO AND HOLLA  AT  YOUR GIRL!!! MRS.TEENA YOU ARE A TRIP I ENJOY READING YOUR DRAMA !! AND FOR NEW MEMBERS WE ARE A FAMILY SO WHAT IS SAID ON OH STAYS ON OH YA FEEL ME. THE SURGERY WAS A MAJOR COMPONET IN MY SELF ESTEEM AND IN MY PERSONALITY COMING FORTH SOME SAY I WAS NEVER SHY BUT I FELT I WAS AND NOW I AM JUST DOWN TO EARTH STUPID AND CRAZY AND LOVE HAVING A GOOD TIME DONT GET ME WRONG I CAN BE PROFESSIONAL WHEN NEEDED BUT I ENJOY LAUGHING IT GOOD FOR THE SOUL.  MY LIFE HAS SKYROCKETED SINCE MY LAST  DATE OF BLOG AND I TRY TO ENJOY EACH DAY TO THE FULLIEST. I HAVEN'T HAD ANY COMPLICATIONS FROM SURGERY AT ALL I STILL TAKE MY B12 AND VITAMINS ON A REGULAR I HAVE TO ADMIT I AM A BIT ANNEMIC AND I SHOULD BE ON IRON PILLS BUT IT MAKES ME IRREGULAR SO I DEAL WITH IT THE BEST WAY I CAN MY FAMILY LOVES THE WEIGHT THAT I HAVE LOST AND CO WORKERS THINK I AM TOO SEXY AND LOSING MY MIND THAT'S A JOKE :0) I HAVE ALL THE CURVES IN ALL THE RIGHT PLACES AND MY COKE BOTTLE SHAPE IS BACK AND I AM WORKING MY TOOL WHERE EVER I GO I ENJOY THE ATTENTION AND THE GOSSIP BEHIND MY BACK AS WELL I AM NOT STUPID I KNOW I GOT HATERS BUT LETS GET ONE THING STRAIGHT BOO DONT HATE JUST PARTICIPATE. AGAIN I SAY CONGRATS TO THE NEW BB'S AND TO ALL MY OH FAMILY STILL DOING THERE  THING KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND CONTINUE TO RELY ON JESUS AND HE WILL MAKE A WAY FOR YOU FOR HE WILL NEVER LEAVE US NOR FORSAKE US SO DO YOU LADIES AND GENTILE MAN AND KEEP SENDING ME THOSE EMAILS AND PIC I LOVE YOU GUYS   LADY J



APRIL 1, 2009 

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY ( HAHA HA ) THAT IS REALLY A JOKE FOR ME CAUSE I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN SUCH A LONG TIME SO I AM REALLY FEELING LIKE A FOOL TO HAVE LEFT MY OH FAMILY IN THE DARK ALL THIS TIME WITHOUT MY PROGRESS,
WELL LETS SKIP THE INTRO AND GET RIGHT TOO THE POINT YOU GUYS SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED INTHE LAST SEVEN MONTHS OF MY LIFE I DONT KNOW WERE TO BEGIN BUT I WILL TRY WELL FOR STARTERS I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS I LOST FROM DEATH IN THE LAST SEVEN MONTHS I HAVE LOST A FATHER, STEP DAD, SPIRITUAL MOTHER, SISTER AND A BROTHER I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE SAYING WOW RIGHT NOW AND THAT IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL I STILL CANT BELIEVE THEY ARE ALL GONE AND TO CHECK THIS OUT PEOPLE THEY ALL PASSED AWAY IN GROUPS OF TWO SO WE HAD FUNERALS EVERY OTHER MONT FOR THE PAST SEVEN MONTHS AND I THOUGHT I JUST COULDN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE I WAS SO EMOTIONALLY DISTRAUGHT BUT I THANK GOD FOR THE POWER OF THE HOLY GHOST  KEEPPING ME AND PROTECTING MY MIND AND MY STATE OF BEING DURING THEOSE TIME OF HEART ACHE I AM IN A BIBLE COLLEGE I GRADUATE MAY 16TH 2009 WITH AMASTERS IN BIBLICAL STUDIES AND I AM ALSO AN ORDAINED MISSIONARY IN MY CHURCH SINCE JANUARY 2009.  I HAVE DONE AN EXCELLENT JOB WITH MY WEIGHT LOSS I AM STILL A SIZE FOUR (4) AND LOOKS FINE AS EVER I HAVE NOT BEEN DATING OR STRESSING OUT OVER MEN FOLK BECAUSE I BELIEVE WHAT GOD HAS FOR ME IS FOR ME AND I HAVE SOME WHAT OF A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP WITH MALE FRIEND WE MET AND THINGS WENT VERY WELL SO I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING WHAT GOD SAYS ON THAT  BUT I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE THINGS OUT OF PERSPECTIVE I KNOW GOD IS THE ONE THAT HAS TO SAY YES MAN HAS NO SAY IN THAT AND IF GOD IS PLEASED I AM SURE WE WILL MAKE THINGS HAPPEN ONE DAY IN HIS TIMING.  I READ ALL YOU GUYS EMAILS AND  KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK I HAVE REALLY ENJOYED THIS RIDE FROM THE WILD SIDE AND TO BE HONEST I WOULD NOT  TAKE IT FOR GRANTED FOR NOTHING IN THE WORLD THIS HAS BEEN THE BEST EXPERIENCE I COULD OF EVER EXPERIENCE AGAIN I AM MUCH MORE CONFIDIENT IN MYSELF THAN I WAS BEFORE AND I EVEN AM A BIT MORE FLIRTY AND DARING I TRY NEW THINGS AND HAVE COMPLETLY OPENED UP MYSELF TO A WHOLE NEW ARENA OF OPPORTUNITIES AND IT FEELS GREAT I REALLY FEEL LIKE I AM WALKING IN THE WILL OF GOD AND NO MAN CAN TAKE THAT JOY FROM YOU 

                                                          JAMIE



JUNE 29TH 2010    Well well well it should be a shame b/c I totally have gotten besides my self and forgot to keep up with this blog but for some strange reaason my OH FAMILY pop up in  my head and i logged on I am sure its because someone out there need the comfort of my words to carry them through this time. well family I am officaly 3 years and one month post op and i am still on the winning side of the spectrum so it seems to me the jamielle vs JAMIELLE soga is really continuing to battle it out.  I really love who Iam right now i have completely changed Not in a bad way but in a good way  see I was always the bashful quite type that just let people run over me well Hell those days are out the door I dont even give a nigro the tiime now I just simply tell them to get their NUTS out of my face I dont wanna hear that Shit and I keep it movin its one thing I have truly learned people on the ride some folks are going to talk about you regardless of what you say to them and many of the people that will hate on you will be haters in your own family for starters then it moves outward to friends so straighten all those haters in the family first and that will motivate you to let the rest of the haters on the outside looking in that you are on the business you doing your thing and they need to mind their damn business.  Now as far as weight is concerned I have read many blogs of those of my time back in the BIG 07. AND YEAH PEOPLE you have to be serious about this weight thing cause if you play wit it it will come back to haunt you.  I currently weigh 148 lbs. the lowest i have been is 138 and a size 2/3 for my height and i couldnot stand to look at my self in the mirror i was small as hell i had no booty no tits and definitley no hips i was straight up and down and im use to seeing my body with curves now all you folks out there that wanna look like a skinny pole my hats off to do you but i on the other hand said hell no to the hello my family genes have curves an bumps and i felt like i wanted to see a little more so i ate a little more protein till i got up to my current weight 148 and i look amazing  i wore my first two peice bikini this summer to AQUATICA AT SEA WORLD AND I FELT SO DAMN GOOD AND COMFORTABLE IN MY SKIN I WALKED AROUND ALL DAY WITH NO SHORTS OR TEE-SHIRT OVER MY BODY I LET ALL MY GLORY SHINE. EVEN WHEN IT STARTED RAINING I WAS STILL HALF ASS NAKED ENJOYING MY BODY. PEOPLE WE HAVE TO GET TO THE POINT LIKE THAT WHERE YOU CAN JUST ENJOY YOUR BODY AND APPRECIATE HOW BEAUTIFUL YOUR WITHER YOU WANNA BE A SKINNY POLE  OR A BABY BEACH WHALE WHATEVER IT TAKES TO MAKE YOU SMILE ON THE INSIDE .  YEAH I HAVE MOMENTS LOTS OF THEM WERE I HAVE GOTTEN OFF TRACK AND ATE ALL THE JUNK I COULD FIND BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I ALWAYS REMIND MYSELF LETS GET BACK ON TRACK I KNOW FOR A FACT I AM FINE AS HELL AND IWANT TO SAY TO SOME OF YOU I SEE YOUR BEFORE AND AFTER PICS AND CAN YOU EXPLAIN TO ME HOW IN THE HELL YOUR PICS LOOKS THE SAME NOW DONT GET OFFENED IM NOT TALKING ABOUT THE WEIGHT I TALKING ABOUT YOUR STLYE ,WHY DO YOU CONTINUE TO DRESS WITH BIG SWEATERS AND SHIRTS COVERING YOURSELF LIKE YOU DID   BEFORE WLS HELL  TO KEEP IT REAL SINCE WLS I CANT KEEP ENOUGH CLOTHES ON I  AM CONSTANTLY WEARING SPAGETTEI STRAPS, BACK LESS, HALTER TOP, OR ANY THING I CAN FIND WITH MORE SKIN SHOWING HELL THE JOURNEY WE TOOK WE NEED TO UP OR GAME ON APPEARANCE AND LET SKINNY HEFFAS KNOW WE ARE NOW ON THE SCENE AND WE ARE TAKING BACK OUR RUN WAY WLS STYLE U FEEL ME COME ON GUYS GET WIT IT .   BEFORE I GO I WANNA SAY AGAIN TO NEWBIES WHAT I SAID THREE YEARS AGO STOP READING OUR DAMN BLOGS AND JOIN US THIS IS AN EXPERIENCE WE ALL HAVE TO GO THROUGH ON OUR OWN U CANT JUDGE YOUR SUCCESS TO SOMEONE ELSE YOU CAN ONLY DRIVE YOUR CAR IN YOUR OWN LANE SO THE HELL WITH WHAT SOME OF THESE PEOPLE ARE WRITING I LEARNED ON THIS RIDE SOME PEOPLE ARE CRY BABIES ALWAYS LOOKIN FOR ATTENTION, AND SOME ARE SLOW AS A TURTLE AND SOME ARE WINNERS LIKE ME AND JUMP OUT ON THE LIMB AND SAY HELL LETS DO THIS THANG I 'LL BE DAMN IF I DO AND I'LL BE DAMN IF I DONT SO WHY NOT BE IN THE DO CATEGORY I HAVE NO SIDEFFECTS FROM SURGERY I CAN EAT ANYTHING I WANT JUST A SMALLER PORTION AND IT FEELS MIGHTY DAMN GOOD TO LEAVE DINNER WITH A DATE AND HAVE TO ASK FOR A CARRYOUT BOX WHERE AS BEFORE I USE TO GOBBLE ALL THE FOOD UP AT THE TABLE YALL KNOW WHAT UM TALKIN ABOUT WELL TILL NEXT TIME PEOPLE HOLLA BACK READ THE BLOG AND ENJOY BE SAFE

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05/09/2007
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