The weight keeps dropping!

Jan 10, 2010

I cannot believe that I am down to 230 pounds! I cannot remember the last time I weighed this much! I am officially less than I was when Shawn & I got married! I am happier than happy...when it comes to that aspect of things. 

I'm still not feeling 100% everywhere else though. I swear you'd think I'm pregnant with the "morning sickness" that I am suffering from...but that's next to impossible with the oven being gone, but every morning...I'm so sick feeling. I've been having problems getting all my fluids in, but I'm trying...hard! And then getting my proteins in...yeah, right! So I'm mainly focused on my fluids right now...so I do not get dehydrated. I also need to start walking to get myself some more energy. Walking outside in this weather is almost impossible...so Shawn's getting the treadmill set up for me.

Still not feeling that this was all worth it...but have to remember it's still early, I'm not even 6 weeks out yet. It's just depressing when you want to feel normal again...and you don't. There are so many positive things, and I know I need to focus on those more...like I'm down a jean size, bra size, and shirts that were tight on me before surgery are now fitting me! So my biggest goal is to be positive, and focus on the positive, and stop dwelling on the negative and get my butt moving! 

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