Jan B.
2 month Surgiversary!
Mar 17, 2010
Today marks two months out from surgery - yay!!! I am able to eat most anything I want to within the guidelines. I have sworn off anything with more than 4g of sugar in a serving. I haven't had any dumping epidodes, which I hope I can attribute to being so careful about the sugar content. I am getting about 60-65g of protein a day and remember my vitamins and calcium *most* days. I have lost 38-40 pounds, depending on which day it is, which is about 40% of my excess body weight. I have lost 2 sizes in pants and 2 sizes in most shirts. I have the beginnings of batwings and thighwings (do they have a name?? LOL!). I already had a pretty saggy panni and it's a little saggier. Boobs are way smaller but not much saggier yet. I am walking a mile about 4 days out of 7 (need to increase that). Knees don't hurt and climbing a flight of stairs isn't torture anymore. My husband says I "walk" now instead of "waddle", which I took as a huge compliment!! Last Sunday afternoon, we went geocaching - a hobby we "used" to enjoy until I got to where I couldn't go anymore. I *think* I am to the point where I can say I am glad I had the surgery!!!! Thank you to everyone who has sent me encouragement or answered my newbie questions or offered me experienced advice along the way!!!! Excited to see what the future holds!!!
How it feels
Jan 12, 2010
DOGGED AND DETERMINED
Jan 03, 2010
I am trying so hard to keep my determination up and strong. I look forward to the surgery, but I dread with everything in me these 2 pre-op weeks of protein drinks and water. I am sure it will be a test of ALL the willpower I can dredge up. Let's face it - if I was good in the willpower department, I would be looking at life-changing surgery. LOL!!
HERE WE GO AGAIN!
Dec 28, 2009
Well, last April, I was all excited and ready to go to surgery! Had everything done except the cardiac work-up and the breathing tests. Saw Dr. Facundus and arranged the tests, got a surgery date in May.......then completely chickened out and canceled everything. Of course, all I have done since then is eat, gain more weight and slow down further and further. John says he sees me slowing down and he is afraid that it won't be long before I become a "full couch potato". I really don't want to live that kind of life - we have always enjoyed doing things outdoors - hiking, building projects, yard projects, etc. I don't want to give up those things, but if I don't do something, that is what I face. Back here now to gain an new perspective and see if I can decide what to do.
The Flop Stops Here!
Apr 16, 2009
Saw the bariatric co-ordinator yesterday. Her name is Tonia and she was very pleasant and helpful. I had the Metabolic Cart test done to check how many calories I burn at rest.
I have an appointment with Hunter the NUT tomorrow - full body measurements and serious discussion about the pre-op and post-op nutrition regimen. I'm really hoping that he is full of information about specific foods - I don't know enough about sugars and sugar alcohols and protein and vitamins - so maybe he will edjumicate me!!
Appointment then on April 30 with Dr. Facundus - "so far awayyyyy", she wails!! I still have to get the GXT and the PFT's and ABG's done. I am going to call Tonia today and see if I can set those up for myself. I would like to have everything done when I see the surgeon - that way, he can see all the results at one appt (save all the $$$ I can), and maybe give me a surgery date!!
So things are underway - now just pull all the loose ends together in a big bow!!
Flip-Flop
Apr 13, 2009
Next step...
Apr 07, 2009
I did ask him about medications: I will need to be able to crush or get them in liquid form. Dr. Green and I discussed that last fall, and I don't think I can get the imipramine in liquid and the coating on them may not crush. Hmmm.... call the pharmacist.
Financial things are underway - shouldn't be a problem. Found out today that if I choose Mailapur, the cost will be 21,500 - 6,500 for him and 15,000 for the hospital. Will call Facundus's finance person and Crestwood's finance person tomorrow to see what the self-pay charges are.
So now I have met the 2 surgeons in consideration - hmmm..... How to decide????
Jenny, et al. continue to pray for me - to make a smart decision and to have peace about that decision.
Looking forward to seeing what Dr. Brown says on Thursday - more after that.
Beginning the Journey
Apr 04, 2009
Unfortunately, what research I have done leads me to believe that my insurance will not cover the surgery, even after I wait their required 6 month waiting period. Even tho my BMI is 38, I do not have any "diagnosed" co-morbidities, except slight hypertension (I do take a low-dose med for that.) I do have acid reflux, back pain, shortness of breath and wheezing, and extremely reduced stamina. None of those are considered life-threatening, but they are definitely quality-of-life-threatening. So, it's financing for us, which is OK, because we've been "financers" for things we've wanted all our married life. Also, now that I have my mind set, I really want to press ahead - I do not want to have to wait 6 months!!
I have gone back and read my daughter-in-love's blogs from her pre-op time, and she is so eloquent. (username: JenBloodworth) When she talks about wanting to be sure she is in God's will by having surgery, she is speaking my heart. She is almost 2 years successfully post-op with no complications and SHE LOOKS AND FEELS FREAKIN' FANTASTIC!!! I can only hope that God honors my good intentions as he has hers.
I have to admit that I am very scared - of complications and then also of regretting it after the surgery. I won't deny I love to eat (duh! who'd a thunk??), and I think I will miss it to some degree. But I hope as the weight drops away and I can walk and do things - anything - again, the compromises will seem more like old friends.
So, a battle plan: Dr. Facundus's informational meeting Tuesday night, appt with family doctor next week, possible cardiac work-up due to age (52), and possible appt with plastic surgeon (to get an idea of how much flab I will be left with post-op). Husband will take care of money issue, bless him. Then a decision between 2 surgeons, a full appt with the doctor of choice and setting a surgery date!!
For any reader who has happened upon this note: please lift me up in prayer and send me good thoughts!! This is definitely a giant step of faith for me, and I would covet any good wishes you could send my way!!
More to come as the preparatory steps are ticked off!!!