Aug 26, 2009My god has this been a wild day. I have been going through all sorts of issues. Mostly self inflicted crisis. but, on the positive side, I stepped on the scale and I am 138.8. Never expected to be this small. I was this tiny when I was 19 and trying to join the service. I wore a sz 9 levi. I put on a size 6 at the gap the other day! Absolutely amazing. Just sucks that my personal life isn't looking as good as my exterior.
Strenght training is now a must. I have lost a lot of mass on my legs because i don't walk very much at all. I also am not drinking enough water. BAD BAD BAD.
Also got this job oportunity with my old employer, but would have to move to DC. Don't think I can do it considering my emotional status. Got to seek some counseling for sure. I'm going flippen insane!
Jul 07, 2008