My epiphany....

May 10, 2009

So....I was totally unprepared for the feelings of shopping in the regular size department.  I hadn't even thought about it until I was standing there in the store and was just overwhelmed with the realization that I can shop somewhere other than the plus-size section again.  It's been about 11 years.  Way too long.  I could have cried standing there, but was afraid people would think I was a freak.  It has happened to me a couple of times since then as well.  I found myself wandering thru the Women's clothing and was thrilled that it doesn't apply to me anymore.  I am so grateful that I have the chance to feel better about myself again.  My friends are surprised now when I say that I always hated being so big.  They say they could never tell I was embarrassed.  Funny how people perceive you differently than you do yourself.  I feel.....free.  Just better.  And happier in the small moments of my day.  This surgery has been a blessing for me.

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About Me
des moines, IA
Location
24.5
BMI
RNY
Surgery
01/14/2009
Surgery Date
Apr 03, 2008
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