Stall at 196

Sep 11, 2011

Well this may be a stall...I have been boucing between 196 ans 198 for over 2 weeks...  I really want to be in the 180's for my 6 mth appt.  So I have to step up the exercise from here on out.
I'm having alot of personal struggles these days.  My-ex and I have been talking alot.  He wants to move back home. I'm not sure that I want him back in this house.  I love him very much.  I'm just not sure I can put myself in that place again.  Sleeping next to someone you are not sure you can trust, is VERY difficult.  He also keeps saying that I'm wasting away.  He thinks I'm getting to small.  I'm NOT !!!  I wonder if he is worried that I may find someone else, before we can work things out.  So maybe coming back is just a way to keep me. Welll I'm not sure what I will do.  I love him, I just don't know.
On a new note.  This coming weekend, I have a 5K. Do to my pain I have been having in my hip and foot, I may have to walk it.  But it is going to be great.  My mother who has just lost 45 lbs herself, will be walking with me.  It will be a good day...

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