2 days till I am officially 5 months out!!

Sep 13, 2009

I am doing well. Slower weight loss than most I do admit but who cares! (OK so I really do care but I have to pretend I don't - it is better for my psyche)

I am at about 168 right now - will do an official "in undies only"  weigh in Wednesday morning!

I am starting to wear... szie 12!!  i am still in the obese category slowly getting down to just "overweight".  I really really want to be just overweight!!

I told my husband that if I stopped losing weight I would be satisfied AFTER I got my stomach lopped off!! He laughed and then told me I would want something else done and then something else done... he is very much correct!  But seriously, my sotmach is so huge, I have stretchmarks up to my ribcage and know I will never be completely happy till it gets lopped off - I will probably lose 2-3 sizes when that happens too!

I know I am thinner tha I think I am... When I look in the mirror I see fat, when I get glimpses of myself in a store window I do not evenregister that person as me.  It will take a while for my head to catch up for sure!

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