Down 31LBS

Dec 13, 2010

I am very excited as today marks my 3 week out from surgery.  I hav lost 31lbs. Awesome, I know.  I posted on my facebook  Down 31 ! and figured that those who know i had surgery responded and those who did also responded. The responses were obviously ; WAY TO GO J and AWESOME . I appreciate the support,  but i was a lil bewildered  on to how to respongd I mean I cant say thank you  because I really did not do anything. I mean I did by having the surgery and following my plan  but i feel a lil bad because i did not really do work to lose the weight.  This kinds is a sucky feeling  .. I mean I am so SO SO happy to be free of the 31 lbs but now i feel a little bittersweet.    Ugg ... way to ruin my high ha ha ha .. no not really but  geez I am so bewildered.  My lovely wife says i did do something ... She said I followed the plan I , drank the JUICE (protein )( ha ha ) and I walked and she basically tried to point out all these things but I dont know how that all makes me feel obviously 31lb lighter.  

I also dont see a difference other than my face looks a lil smaller and DAMN my clothers are huge ... BUt I dont see it really .. Oh well.  I am honored/humbled and so fortunate  to have lost the weight and so happpy and do feel a difference.

Mixed bag for sure ... Roller coaster of emotions !

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