small update

Jun 21, 2010

well, i haven't posted since april and usually it would be due to laziness, but happily i can say its due to business. i am hardly on the computer anymore. i am out every weekend, going to the beach, the pool, the park. all active stuff. usually i'd stay home and live on the computer,  or watch tv, and if we went out, it would be MAYBE to the beach, but usually to the movies, and/or to eat. i am bad here and there now where food is concerned. i still can't eat a lot, though i can eat more than most ppl. i dont dump. i can eat sweet stuff, AND fatty foods, but i rarely do. the only thing that happens is i get super. super tired and want to just lay down where ever i am and just crash. i've had only 4 episodes of illness due to eating something my stomach didnt like, the first time, and the rest was due to eating too fast, or too much. i can pretty much eat anything that ive tried. the thing i can handle the best, is steak. my tummy doesnt care for ground beef, fish(except salmon) especially raw fish, i eat pork, chicken. even if the food is dry, i can still eat it, it doesnt bother me. i eat bread, though not usually because it makes me full really fast, and i think its a waste of tummy space. ive eaten a small itty bitty bite or 2 of macaroni salad (pasta), and i dont eat rice. i eat potatoes, but only a cpl bites here and there. except for one time i ate some of a fully loaded baked potatoe, and it was like eating heaven, but cpl small bites, and i was over it. if i want something, i dont deprive myself, but i dont pig out on it either. my weakness right now, unfortunately is pringles. i'll eat a few chips here and there and i love it. sometimes i have a hard time eating and i eat that cause it goes down well. sometimes, my tummy dont feel right and i cant eat regular food. after searching EVERYWHERE, i finally found a greek yogurt that i love. chobani brand from safeway. its 2 for $3, but so worth it. 6 oz, and 14 grms of protein.

i AM having issues w/ taking my vitamins. i havent taken them for almost a whole month . VERY DUMB, STUPID, IDIOTIC, yes, i know. i forget to take them. and its hard when you can't take it all at one time. i am so busy now, and i have to find some kind of way or schedule to work with to get my ass back on track regarding that. i am also not getting all my liquids and protein in. i AM doing better on it, but not getting it all.

also, i have stopped keeping track of what i eat. right now, im doing all right, feel good and all of that. ive lost 104lbs total; 80 since surgery, but i know if i don't get my ass back into gear regarding the vitamins, and water and protein, bad shit will happen eventually. so that DOES scare me. so i just need to find some way of remembering. it is a priority, i know this. other than that i am doing just fine. even the hubby has lost about 15lbs or so. so proud of him! my skin isn't so bad but my arms kinda bother me a little, and the handing pouchies between my legs, but hey ive lost over 100 lbs, so i don't give a shit JUUUUST yeti have reached my first goal, now my next will be to get down to 250. wish me luck!

i like the compliments that ive been getting, but i still am not used to them. but i have learned to smile politely and say thank you instead of the usual laugh and "yeah right!" lol. men talk to me more too, a few have even flirted and i look around to see if im being punked. but i handle it well. i find that i smile more now, i feel more confident, and just over all happier. i have great support and work and decent enough support at home. in other words " ohh babe, i down 5 more lbs!" , "thats good babe". so yeah, decent enough support. lol.  k, im outtie. today is my hubbys birthday and we had a great weekend celebrating, today is just a chill day, but we decided we'd go to the zoo for a walk.

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Keaau, HI
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03/23/2010
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Aug 21, 2008
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