jengo1971
I feel like a damn cow!!
May 16, 2011
Oh hell yes I've lost nearly 75 pounds (I say that because of fluctuation) but damned if I don't feel like a fat ass!! I have had a few days of VERY poor eating and feel so down on myself right now. Tiffany came last week and considering the stress of having 10 kids under 12 in my house I ate fairly well. Until the girls made cookies. Choco chip to be exact. Need I say more?? I ate six of them one day. Yeah, six. Sigh. I just have zero control over certain foods. Pathetic I know. What is wrong with me??? I have 85% of my stomach removed and still feel the need to do stupid shit?I'm so afraid of NOT making it to goal. That my friend, is my biggest fear. Being a failure once again. I know I'm not alone but....There are many on OH that have been successful and I want to be one of them. Tomorrow is another day....
