5-5-09 Beware TMI 150lbs

May 05, 2009

What a miserable weekend it has been. 
Not only am I having to play warden to my son who is on severe restriction but my body finally decided to miscarry.  I have been doubled over in pain, this will be day 4.  I have worked for the first 3 days.  OMG it is awful.  I thought Sunday morning was the worst of it.(TMI) I passed a huge clot the size of my hand and thought ok good that was what I needed to do.  But now I am just bleeding lik emy period.  My dr office has not called about scheduling the D&C I was to have this week.  So when they call I can tell them what is happening and hopefully will not have to do the D&C.  This is my 3rd miscarriage and not one D&C.  Thank God.
So my son.  This is day 5 of his restriction and whoever told me not to restrict him longer than I can handle I feel you,  I am going crazy with him.  He is restricted from everything for breaking the window.  Which I cant fix for another  weeks.  So he is selling his PSP to pay for it.  He is also in major trouble for fighting with my bf during his restriction.  He told my bf he was and asshole.  OMG my son does not talk like that.  he was testing to see what Jon would do.  They fought all day while I was at work.  So Trae is also in trouble for not knowing when to just do what you are told and not argue.  If I can get him to understand that you do what you are told the first time and do not question adults just do it, we would be golden.  SO he has to stay in his room all day and can only play with his pets.  He sleeps upstairs in my livingroom at night because it was his bedroom window he broke.  But he cant watch tv.  So that kicks me out of the living room at night and Jon goes to sleep early to be at work at 4am.  So I think I am being punished.  Plus I am in terrible pain. 
And we have no money,  None.  So I have to use the PSP money to buy food then replace the window in 2 weeks when I have money.  That would be the same week I have to fix his broken tooth.  OMG my life makes me life.  If I wasnt in pain I could deal better.

Hey at least I am still losing.  I am for sure not trying.  During this miscarriage I am jsut eating whatever is availble.  Since food is limited in this house right now I just eat whatever I can find.  Lost 2 lbs this week so I am ok.  Once I feel better I will be back on track.  Almost to goal.  I cant give up now.  I am also almost in an 8.  That is my new goal.

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