6/10/09 142lbs

Jun 10, 2009

I can't believe I am so close to goal.  I suddenly started losing again.  I am glad.  Though I am not sure if I want to keep losing.  I feel like I am obsessed, "lets see how much I can lose".  I am in an 8 and that is where i wanted to be.  Now I am thinking can I get in a 6.  I think I am crazy.  I tried on my prom dress and it fit. Too funny.  I also tried on a pair of vintage 501xx 32x34 jeans that I had, not for myself but for retail, and they fit.  I never thought in a million years I would be the size I was in high school.  Its so crazy.  Personal life has flipped me upside down.  I am still looking for another job.  My job is making me crazy.  I cant pay my bills and just cant keep going on like this.  Thank god for the surgery.  Now I can feed my sona nd not worry about my intake.  I know I need to stay healthy but i can eat much less and gt by. 

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