jennaflirt
3 months since i posted wow. .....9/12/09
Sep 12, 2009
11 months post op and so much happening.I got down to 131 but I fluctuate a good 4 lbs back and forth. I am ok with that. I dont want to lose anymore. I am for sure trying to maintain. I do still watch the scale everyday. I know sugar makes me gain. And yes I have sugar filled weeks, not days, weeks. Sometimes I just need it. I don't dump and I am careful on the amount of sugar. It makes me burp and makes me sleepy. I am addicted to cheez its still and must eat cheese enchiladas at least 3x a week. Otherwise my diet is mushrooms and zucchini. I still can't do meat. Actually, I handled meat better early out than I do now. I still eat alot of eggs but can only do one at a time. Still no bread, pasta or rice....ever!!!! Still haven't had soda. I don't follow the rules I should. Sometimes I feel I need to eat anything rather than be concerned about what I am eating. I can go days on cheez its. But finances have played a big part in how I eat as well. My new favorite is popcorn shrimp. No problem there. Today I am craving avocados.
I am wearing a size 5 jrs jean, 4/6 misses pants and dresses. size 6 panties..lol Like you needed to know that. The bra is the sad part. I would say I am a 34B if I am lucky. My skin has held up well on my face and arms but the boobs, belly and thighs are a sad sight. But so worth it. I have been moving and dealing with life trying to feel normal. Which explains my absence from OH. I had to step away and see if I could feel normal. No I can't. I love my collar bones and my ribs. But sometimes I feel gaunt. I love potato salad but it gives me that terrible gas u cant pass for days. I do eat some form of sugar everyday. a cookie, skittles, granola bar...something. If I didn't I am afraid I would go crazy.
But the hair...OMG. I have yet to recover from the hair loss. My hair is still so think it is horrible. My everyday look is a thin ponytail. I hate it. I bruise easily and am covered in them. I have no insurance right now so I can't follow up but I will asap.
Today for breakfast: tabasco cheez its lunch: 1/3 cheese enchilada snack: chewy granola bar dinner: avocados and hopefully some shrimp. I only drink milk water and sobe o life water, i love acai fruit punch.
So my RNY did everything I wanted it to do. I taught me how to control myself and make better choices. I do eat more veggies than I have in my life. But my meat intake is very limited. I am fit and slim and look good. My mom saw me for the first time in August and said I was too thin she was in shock. I like that response.
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About Me
Las Vegas, NV
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19.0
BMI
Surgery
10/13/2008
Surgery Date
May 01, 2008
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