7-20-09 - 57 lbs gone forever

Jul 19, 2009

Well people here wer are at another start of another week.  I am tired a hell today.   I didn't have a crazy weekend just a interesting weekend.  Well for those who know you and read my blog you know that last weekend I was puma and had my very own boy toy.  Because of this my confidence was a little pumped up.  Good I haven't felt that good about myself in a long time.  So I decided to repost my personal add on match.  Yes I have tried this before and meet some really nice people and some real weirdos.  But what could be better than an updated photo with the confidence back in my eyes.  So anyway, I posted my profile up there and just did some lurking for a while and then Friday night after work and I sitting at my desk and I see this new profile pop up.  Not to bad looking single parent as well. And I definately come to the conclusion that I think I really need to that type of connection with someone.  Because they understand what is happening when you are a single parent.  So I "wink".  And with 10 minutes he winks back.  Ok we made a connection.  YEA... ok lets feel him out and see what he has to say on the chat session.  Well three hours later and after midnight, we had great conversation and the desire to meet each other.  Well because of my non mommy weekends not appearing anytime soon.  OK people I am working on that.  We determined that it was going to be a little harder to meet.  But that is ok because good things come to those who wait.   On Saturday was a having a lazy day and basically relaxed and didn't do too much of anything but take the boys to the park to release some energy.  But I get on the computer around dinner time and there is JG he says Hi I said Hi and again we start talking for about an hour.  Well this week his son is with his mom for the week so he has a lot of free time on his hands for this week at least.  LOL.  So we were going to talk again around 8 ish after my boys went to bed.  Well again got in touch with each other and he asked if he could come down and we could have coffee.  Well I told him that my house was a mess and that I really didn't know if that was a good idea.  Well he was such a sweetie and told me that we could sit outside of my condo building and just enjoy our coffee.   Well we did and three hours later after have some great conversation and getting to know each other.  I had a very nice kiss goodnight.  So he came over last night and overcourse I invited him up to my place last night.  My boys were in bed and we had a great time again just sitting around watching some TV and chatting again.  And it did get a little hot and heavy, but again I was a good girl and controlled myself because for some reason, my heart and head and telling me that this might have some good potential for dating.  And yes people I do have a tendency to rush into things and do things before I think.  But I have my little angel on my shoulder telling me different.  Slow and steady wins the race.   Well we do have some obstacles in front of us after his son come back home because he is the sole caregiver and doesn't really have too much family around.  But we have chatted about that we and we are going to take it one day at a time to see what is in our future if we have a future.

Well another good things has happened I am down another 3 lbs.  And the big 60 is coming faster than the 50 did, which is really good.

PS I did tell JG that I had the surgery and he is inspired by me.  Which I think is ironic.  But he is definately  a person that would be a cheerleader in this crazy journey.  LOL

More updates to come

Jenn

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