7-27-09 - 9 weeks 6 days post op

Jul 27, 2009

Boy I was just reading back on some of my blogs from the last couple of weeks. And in June when I had lost 40 some lbs I was thinking that I would be down 60 - 70 lbs by September. But guess what, that is not the case. It is the end of July and I have already lost 63 lbs and hopefully by the end of the week I will be closer to 70 lbs. I am just in shock. I still don't like what I see in the mirror when I don't have clothes on but when I have clothes on I do like the way stuff is fitting now. I do have a lot of clothes that are just too big now and I really need to start looking for some new stuff but I am really truly trying to hold out. 

OT... and I was thinking that I really need to and wait unti I am truly healed from the fat person that once lived on the outside and the new skinny person is coming out to be reborn.  I am definately going to play the field when it comes to men and not try and start anything new with anyone right now.  I did discover that I thought at one time I was the broken one but not anymore.  I know what I want it is the boys that I have meet recently and not so recently.  They are the broken ones.  LOL 

So anyway... new me new mind new body... Watch out world here I come.

Jenn

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