jennifer911
I was chunky when I was a child. As I got older it was easier to put on the pounds. But no ways near taking them off easy. I am 33 years old. I am not able to do the diet's, diet pills, or any kinds or diet program. Due to I have so many other elements. But all my elements are driving me to the point that I may have a heart attack and I do not want that to happen. But my elements might help me in making up my mind on the gastric bypass surgery. I have been thinking about it for awhile now. I did have paperwork from one Dr from a hospital and then I changed my mind and canceled my plans and gave up. I think to myself why do I need this, do I need this, am I that much over weight that I have to have this done, I run alot of questions through my mind, and alot of what if this and what if that. But I get no answers back. I am 5'0-5'1 in height. My last weigh in was a few days ago and it was high enough for me. I have a aortic vavle replacement, asthma, depression and bipolar. My weight that I am carrying around now is making my life miserable, I can not do the normal routine functions that I like to do. I am starting to have trouble with my knees. My heart Dr and my asthma Dr and family Dr all agree that I need to lose this weight cause its just totally bad for my health and esp., for my heart. I feel like I am trapped in another person's body and can not get out. I think of how I got to this point? I know in my heart that I only did it to myself. I am married to a great guy. He himself use to be a big man. He also had the gastric bypass surgery three years ago. And has done excelent with it all and did not have any complications with it at all. The Surgeon I have listed will not be mine. I can not find mine listed on this site. I would love any advice that you may want to give. I also have a myspace page. Where you can get to know me even better. Just ask for the URL.
