Jennifer C.
Introspection
May 20, 2009
I was wondering to myself today, why do I put so much effort in the "outside" of me, and let the inside be neglected and abused for so many years? I am a lady that wears make-up, gets her nails and hair done and "tries" to find clothes that are cute and appropriate for my age and my position at work. I wear jewelry ( not much but some). My question is, why do I put that effort in when I am in pain and out of breath and absolutely miserable with my weight and body. I literally hurt all of the time, I am out of breath doing simple things and I am out right unhappy with how I feel and how I look. My insurance will not cover weight loss surgery. I am unsure who to change to do go forward with it. I met a lady who had a lap band done but, she is not losing much because she is unable to exercise due to pain issues and fibromialgia. I know that unless I lose quite a bit, I will be in the same boat. All this thinking is getting me depressed but, at least I am getting it out.
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Kittitas, WA
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50.0
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Sep 18, 2008
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