Jennybx82
The sag and Jiggle dance
Jul 07, 2012
Every time I go buy new clothes I'm in awe that I can finally step into a Victoria Secret and not just walk out of there with a body spray lol. I can actually buy some panties and a bra that actually fits me!...but again I buy the nice thong that fits, but guess what I always see...
My wonderful stomach and that kangaroo pouch I have.... its like that annoying thorn that no matter what I do it wont go away, I can't help but think if I could just simply cut it off I'd go from a size 14 to at least an 8...lol but I snap out of it and know its not logically possible to cut it off..lol ( I mean without surgery of course..LOL)
My stomach sucks...I hate that I hate what I look like even after loosing so much weight...it truly is a psychological thing.
Now my ARMS...
I mean my bat wings..LOL I gotta laugh I mean if I don't then I'll cry... I hate wearing spaghetti strings, tank tops or even bathing suit tops for that matter sometimes..But I do, I'll scrimmage up the courage and say "F" it and do it..I've seen and been worse, Why the heck can't I get over this whole self conscious thing? I guess deep down inside i"ll always be that little fat girl who gets picked last
Oh let me stop talking like that, my husband who's wonderful...hates when I talk like that about myself...though I can't help it sometimes.....
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My wonderful stomach and that kangaroo pouch I have.... its like that annoying thorn that no matter what I do it wont go away, I can't help but think if I could just simply cut it off I'd go from a size 14 to at least an 8...lol but I snap out of it and know its not logically possible to cut it off..lol ( I mean without surgery of course..LOL)
My stomach sucks...I hate that I hate what I look like even after loosing so much weight...it truly is a psychological thing.
Now my ARMS...
I mean my bat wings..LOL I gotta laugh I mean if I don't then I'll cry... I hate wearing spaghetti strings, tank tops or even bathing suit tops for that matter sometimes..But I do, I'll scrimmage up the courage and say "F" it and do it..I've seen and been worse, Why the heck can't I get over this whole self conscious thing? I guess deep down inside i"ll always be that little fat girl who gets picked last
Oh let me stop talking like that, my husband who's wonderful...hates when I talk like that about myself...though I can't help it sometimes.....
Still Not complete
Jul 07, 2012
So I'm back at this support group...I was here many years ago when I initially decided to do my surgery..after surgery I just never came back..boy was that a mistake. I should have known I'd need to support of other people who have undergone weight loss surgery, no one else understands what people like us go threw.
So let me bring you a bit of background about my journey, I'll give you the short version. I decided to have the Bili pancreatic duodenal switch back in 2007. I was at my highest weight at that point weighing in at a whopping 320 pounds and size 28!.
I had the surgery and the pounds quickly came off...I went from 320 size 28 to 200 something and wearing a 14...I literally lost half of myself.
But still I'm not complete I'm stuck at what is called a plateau..I've been the same exact size since 2009...I hate my little what I call kangaroo pouch in my stomach and my bat wings on my arms. Though I know why I'm stuck...I got lazy, I stopped working out I still can't eat so much so I'm pretty much stuck unless I start working out again right? Arghhh I don't know anymore
..I still feel so self conscious about everything even though I've come so far...So I've come back to this website in search of finding people that deal with what I'm going threw...that's all for now.
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So let me bring you a bit of background about my journey, I'll give you the short version. I decided to have the Bili pancreatic duodenal switch back in 2007. I was at my highest weight at that point weighing in at a whopping 320 pounds and size 28!.
I had the surgery and the pounds quickly came off...I went from 320 size 28 to 200 something and wearing a 14...I literally lost half of myself.
But still I'm not complete I'm stuck at what is called a plateau..I've been the same exact size since 2009...I hate my little what I call kangaroo pouch in my stomach and my bat wings on my arms. Though I know why I'm stuck...I got lazy, I stopped working out I still can't eat so much so I'm pretty much stuck unless I start working out again right? Arghhh I don't know anymore
..I still feel so self conscious about everything even though I've come so far...So I've come back to this website in search of finding people that deal with what I'm going threw...that's all for now.
About Me
Bronx, NY
Location
32.3
BMI
Surgery
10/09/2007
Surgery Date
Jul 06, 2012
Member Since
