OUCH!

Apr 08, 2008

So this week I am on vacation with my children as it is their spring break.  We, as a family, decided to do something fun.  MY idea of fun is lying around the yard, getting a little sun...their idea includes a little bit more activity.  We opted not to go to Disney Land because it would be too much walking.  How sad is that?  Sowe went to Carlsbad Caverns. I also let them drag me down the two-mile hike rather than taking the elevator down...Oh my goodness, that was three days ago and I can barely move!  My calves are killing me, my thigh muscles are going to explode, I just kow it, and I am discovering that apparently your back muscles get used when hiking down a steep trail...for a mile.

I feel bad. I don’t want this weight of mine to keep the family from having fun. I am trying like crazy to get motivated, but the more I try, the bigger I get.

Weight this morning is 380....my top weight EVER. How on earth did I let this get so far out of control??  How can I stop it?  I do NOT want to gain another ounce...I can’t afford it - I will surely die before I am 40.  I can’t!!!  I am afraid to go to my doctor for help - I am ashamed...

This is all to painful, physically, mentally and emotionally.


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