So Many Emotions

Aug 15, 2014

5 years ago I started this journey that has brought me to a healthier place. 5 years later, I sit wondering what it is all for? I have developed a condition that needs to be surgically repaired, but no one will do it without removing my band. Now I am being told by my insurance, "ain't gonna happen." Nothing like being handed a death sentence by a bunch of suits and ties who don't even know me. I decided to return to my original surgeon to see if he had suggestions, or could help, only to find out he had perished in a tragic plane crash. My heart goes out to his family and staff, and to all those who knew him - he was a kind, kind soul.  So now what? Do I bite the bullet and mortgage my home to save my life? Or....just bite the big one? . . . so much to live for, and everything I did to be able to live, is all for naught.  ..

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