Wow has it really been 2 years since I updated?

Jan 13, 2018

I'll be honest, I forgot about this site once I didn't need it anymore ugh... I feel so guilty!  This site has been here for me and then I just dumped it like a bad boyfriend lol.  I didn't mean to, just been so busy with life things!  So anyway, I'm not going to pretend that everything went smoothy and according to plan.  I never got down to my goal weight of 150.  The lowest I got was 226, then I gained up to 250 and that's where I've hovered for these 2 years.  Thankfully, still nowhere near the 317 I started at!  

Dissappointed, because I followed all the rules and still do, but I can't really do anything about it.  Although, I did get (finally) diagnosed with ADD and the medication has helped me in other aspects of my life.  However, my confidence level is outrageous now!  It's so crazy!  I've went on to do acting, LARPing and I even got a pinup shoot done that landed me a spot in a charity calandar! (It hasn't released yet, but it can be pre-ordered at https://shop.learnlarp.com/product/new-world-magischola-wizard-pin-up-calendar/ ) I don't know what month I am yet, but it's still cool :D

Even though I didn't meet my goal, I would do it all over again 10x over just for the rise in my self esteem.  Trust me, that's the best part.

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