Losing my mind!!!

Aug 17, 2009

So, I changed careers a year ago. I went from the world of retail management, being on my feet all day, running around like a freakin' lunatic, to working in an office for 11 hours a day.  I have kept up eating healthy, and I am very strict on myself about taking my vitamins and medicine every day.  With solely the change in career to being in a cubicle every day, I have managed to put on 30 of the 170 that I have lost.  I feel like I did 4 years ago, sluggish, drained and not motivated.  I know that I am the one in control and that I am the one that needs to make sure that I never get near where I was a few years ago.  I am constantly reminding myself of how much of a struggle this journey has been and how hard I have to fight to get back to where I need to be.  I am finally realizing that weight will always be a battle that I have to fight and that I am not guaranteed to stay where I was just a year and a half ago, at the lowest weight I had been in 14 years.  Hopefully I can get my head straight and get my mind back in the game of fighting again! 

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