121 pounds gone!!!

Feb 23, 2009

Hey all. The last blog I wrote was pretty depressing, so I wanted to updaate that Brian and I are doing much better. I put things on the table, and he knows if it ever gets bad like that again, Im taking Owen and going back to Arizona. We are getting conciling and talking more, and so far so good.  I am starting to feel better, and sometimes it seems like he dosent like that, so instead of me bottling in the hurt or anger I feel over his resentment,  I am pointing it out right then and there, and he is starting to see that that negitive talk is hurtful too.

On a positive note, I cheated and got on the scale today. I wasnt going to for another week, but I had to take Brians aunt to the doctor, and the scale was beconing to me.. So, I said what the heck and got up on it, and I had to keep putting the number down... and ive officially lost 121 pounds. I am so damn proud. I was stuck at 113 pounds lost for almost three weeks, and I was so frustrated... but it looks like im finally back to being a looser, and I couldnt be happier!!!

Jen

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