8 months out

Jan 27, 2009

8 months out....seems like forever that I had the surgery.  A lot has happened....we moved from Virginia Beach, VA to Jacksonville, FL.  Sucks to be back here and have no one to hang out with.  My husband is back on sea duty so that means that I am by myself a lot.  I found myself the other night going to the kitchen when I was bored....what in the world was I thinking!!!!  I guess that is how I comforted my loneliness before when he was on sea duty.  Plus I smoked than too, and boy do I want a smoke SOOO bad.  I won't but boy if someone offered one right now I would take it.  I need to get back on the ball of things and remember why I went through this whole thing.....why am I trying to sabatoge(probably spelled wrong) myself.  Maybe I need to see a shrink.....GGGGRRRR!!!  Well sorry this update wasn't as bubbly as the others.....just upset with myself.  Need a kick in the pants.  But I have manged to get to 155 and now can squeeze into a size 9-10 pair of pants.  LOL!!!! Well I will update later!!!

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Jacksonville, FL
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RNY
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06/09/2008
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Oct 24, 2007
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