A New Day!

Mar 26, 2011

Well, here I am finally a post-op RNYer.  It has been 11 days since my surgery and I am happy to say that I made it through the first few days without a hitch.  Yes, Day 1-3 were not my best but I made it through.  I focused this past week on the healing process and my new life of 15 vitamins, tracking liquids and walking and more walking.

I think about the process that lead me to this day and I'm relieved that I made this decision.  Knowing that I still have a long way to go, I'm thankful.  Many people said "you are so courageous - you are so brave."  I guess I didn't feel like that. I felt that I had to do this.  There was little reservation before surgery.  I am also realistic that something could happen to change how I feel but I am going to manage my feelings and fears one day at a time.  I also have played by the book since Day 1.  I figure if I'm going to change my life and take this big step - I shouldn't give less than 100%.  I know that I'm worth it.

Today, I am not hungry but I did enjoy my first few bites of real food today. YEAH for me!!!  Cheese omelet, applesauce and banana were so pleasant.  I'm looking forward to tuna at lunch but more than that, I'm looking forward to my new relationship with food.  I know that I want this new life to trickle down to my daughter and help guide her to the best choices.  I want her to learn that every decision has a consequence - especially with food. 

I've learned so far that life can begin again and that the ones closest to you will always be there to help cheer you on.  Looking forward to this journey more than ever.

Wishing you health,

Joanne

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