Well the first time I realized i was FAT was about 16 years ago. I was putting on a dress that I was going to get married in. Still I thought I was bloated!!! But when my wedding ring didn't fit I had to face it. Ok I continued to gain through the years. I have tried so many diets. And some of them were really dangerous. So now I sit here 16 years later. Ready for a change. I remember when I would love to dance. I still would love to just dance. I remember when I could run. I still would love to run. My time is coming again. I will dance and I will run and I will live to raise my children. These things will soon become a reality for me. 

Oct20th,2007
Well in exactly 10 days i will be a bigtime loser. lol I can't believe it seems to finally be happening.I have my scope done on the 24th and hopefully all will go well. This liquid diet is killing me. The slimfast is so sweet but im on day 5 and i'm getting use to it. The headaches are a little rough. Whew i will be glad when this is over. In the 5 days I have lost 4lbs. I can't believe it.I know this past week has been hell on my family because i get cranky when i am hungry. A few times i looked at my boyfriend and said forget it i gotta eat but he stayed the same supportive man he has always been and told me to go have a shake.lol I probably couldn't do this without him.God has bought me this far with the help of a few others he has placed in my life and i have got to trust him to carry me the rest of the way. To God i give all the glory.


Sept 08,2007
Well I finally got a response from my pysch doc about my report. She said she was faxing it later yesterday to Dr. H  office. So I pray I get my date soon. I'm so ready to have this surgery and get to a healthier weight. I want to do so many things. I hope all works well for me. One minute im happy and the next i get on here and get scared. But i'm not scared enough to say i'm not doing it. I am going to do this. With God all things are possible.

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10/30/2007
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Jul 18, 2007
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