Back to basics...

Sep 14, 2011

I'm trying to get back to the basics. Eating what and how I was when I started solids after surgery. I have let myself gain about 60 lbs, never reached my goal. This weight came on in about a year! Since I've never had issues dumping on sugar or anything else.. I ate what I wanted, just not nearly the amount I did pre-surgery.

Sugar and carbs seem to be my biggest problem. No matter what I eat.. I don't dump. I have to be careful and stay focused on NOT eating sugar and carbs. Even though I can, I wont. I do not want to gain again.

My body is starting to hate me again. I'm in a lot of pain, depressed, not healthy. I had surgery to begin with because I couldn't stand the pain. Fibromyalgia and arthritis are making me miserable. It was so much easier to manage without the extra weight. I remember feeling GREAT! Time to get back to that. I'm sick of hurting EVERYday!

Bottom line.. I need self-discipline! I will not beat myself up.. I WILL focus on what I'm putting into my body!

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Ridgeway, VA
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10/15/2007
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