Surgeon's Support Group (Why do I NOT feel supported)???

Oct 09, 2012

Went to my surgeon's support group last night and the only feeling I had was shame.  All these newbies and want-to-be newbies talking about their glorious days and months with the weight just melting off.  Don't get me wrong, I was happy for them.  Ahhhh, I remember those days with fondness.

This is not the world of the regainers however.  I felt like the leaders weren't quite sure what to do with me.  I just sat and listened.  Didn't offer any advice or input at all.  I felt bad like I was sitting in the corner.  Like a child who hadn't behaved and was scolded.  Now don't get me wrong, no one scolded me but myself.  Every minute of everyday I scold ME.

I am on Day 2 of the BSC Back on Track program.  I am really working to get back in the groove, to pull out my tool and dust it off.  On a great note, a man called and it seems I won the Click Protein prize package from the conference.  Fabulous news and I choose to look at it like a good omen of things to come. 

One of the problems I have is trying to figure out what to fix my husband for dinner.  He is a big boy and is capable of doing this himself but I need to buy things that are quick and easy.  My diet will be pretty basic so I don't need much besides chicken, fish, cottage cheese, eggs, etc.  Him on the other hand.....

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