Jeanine J.
As days go by...
Nov 07, 2009
As the days get closer to my seminars I get more concerned because I keep thinking "OMG what if I dont get approved?". I know I have a lot of minute problems associated with my weight hopefully ONE of them is serious enough for my to get approved!! I just dont want to have my children be embarrased about me being at their schools anymore!! It really all hit home (as far as how big I REALLY was) when my son told me that he didnt want me going to his school anymore because he was embarrased by me and he didnt want me to break any of his school chairs when I sat down...I knew I was large but I didnt know the effect that it had on my loved ones!! My DH and I had a conversation a few weeks back and I didnt realize all the things that he REALLY wanted to do but couldnt because I wasnt able to do them...WE always wanted to hike in ACADIA and BAXTER but I cannot walk more than 10 minutes on flat land and only 2 minutes UPHILL!! I HAVE TO GET APPROVED!!! My family and life depends on it!!
