Same ole same old

Feb 27, 2009

I have moved yet again back where I started and everythings seems the same..  Same ole things going on like they never ended...  My family has pushed me out of thier lives and makes me wonder why I came back to this area to be with them.. I am at such a loss that I just don't know which way to turn..  I am trying to get back on track with my weightloss.  I have  gained  22 lbs and I am not happy with myself for that.  But now I have no support since all my sisters and a few of my friends back here have put on a few lbs....   The stress of trying to please everyone and do my day to day duties to keep my own family afloat is so overwelming that I just don't know how much to take....  And to beat it all my husband ups and quits his job to go to school,  so guess what no insurance for me to go and see my doctors like I am supposed too..  I am so frustrated  I just want to sit and scream but I don't  to keep peace in the family...   It is tearing me up in more ways than I can count...

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Franklin, OH
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46.3
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RNY
Surgery
01/26/2005
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Sep 21, 2004
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