Random thoughts

Mar 27, 2011

So much has been going on lately not sure where to began..  I have heard since my surgery that we tend to take one addiction for another well I would have never thought that until I set back and looked at my life in a different way..  I have been having a few medical issues latey..  Not only are my labs not coming back good but I have took up drinking to cover everything else up..  My moods have changed to the point I don't want to talk or be around anyone..  going to work I have no problem I am constantly on the move and don't have to think about anything but when i am home with family I am so bored and depressed..    I drink eat and go to bed and it may only be 6 or 7 in the evening..  I have gained about 50 pounds back that I lost with surgery, which I quit loosing after 6 months of surgery..  that totally bummed me out..  But while working I had lost 25 of it which was great, but then I got laid off and I have put back on 10 of it..   I have been trying to get back on track but for some reason I keep sabatoshing my self..  I am getting tired of the lectures and put downs from family and friends, I get it no one wants to be or turn out like me..  well just wanted to vent a little.... thanks..

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Franklin, OH
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01/26/2005
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Sep 21, 2004
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