Starting to feel "normal" again!

Jun 28, 2010

I went to the Doctor last week and got lidicane pain patches for my back. No more pills! I went to Silverwood Amusement park this last weekend w/ all the Girl Scouts & my family of 5 +1. 5 hour drive each way.We camped at spirit lake Idaho.I however slept in the van on an air mattress! One of the other Moms there gave me an adapter for my van to plug in my magic bullet blender for shakes! How cool is that! Got to the park around 9 am. I rode roller coasters & did the water park too. We left around 8pm! What a day! I experienced someone Else's pain of being overweight. They were on a ride w/ there small child & the bar wouldn't go down far enough to latch..they asked them to get off the ride. :o( I felt horrible for her.It barely closed for me.I just feel blessed to have this opportunity to change my life! I do worry that I may be starting to pick up some old habits though! I want to drink or smoke or do something...I guess my mind is trying to replace the food addiction! At least I recognize it.I just dont want to turn into another kind of addict...its hard enough giving up on the pain meds!HHhhhmmmm??? IDK.... Anyways I weigh 192!!!!!!! I can hardly believe it!!! Im less then my husband!!! YEAH!!

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