Erin L.
Calmer storms ahead...
Feb 11, 2009
Well it's been a long few hard weeks since my last post... I feel like tihngs are starting to come together and fall into place. This morning I woke up with this calm inner peace I have not felt in a long time if ever!! A couple weeks ago I decided mentally I just can't deal with all of this anymore...My hair is starting to fall out and lots at a time, I feel like I am losing my mind, the smallest background noises at my houses were starting to drive me nuts, and I hadn't lost anyweight for about 3 weeks!Well I went in to see my primary dr. and she prescribed Zoloft for me. I only started taking it yesterday. We'll see how it goes... I have been much calmer in general since last week when I went, but I definitely agree I need the zoloft for now. It is supposed to treat everything fom anxiety, to depression, to ocd, and not having any weight gain issues or anthing like that...so we'll see!
My hair seems to not be falling out as badly now! I am still just hanging on and trying to get the protein in and all of that! It's hard...really hard! I only eat maybe 40 grams a day and that seems to be pushing it! I just need to be more dedicated and work on this! I thougth maybe I was eating too much food, so I started measuring and I am still only at about 1/4 cup at a time! I was excited and releived to see this cause I thought maybe that was why I wasn't losing wieght cause I was eating too much...It would be 10 oclock and I was starting to get hungry!!!
My plateu...is definitely over!! For now,...thank god!! I The 28th of January I was at about 268 and now I am 2 weeks past that and am at 253.8!!! So 14 pounds or so in 14 days!! :) Awesome!
Yesterday I decided screw it...I am going tanning! I signed up last night and it was so relaxing! I was in the best mood ever! I am going again tonight soon. :)
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About Me
Coon Rapids, MN
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30.0
BMI
Surgery
09/15/2008
Surgery Date
Sep 02, 2008
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