Happiness!

Sep 22, 2008

I just wanted to update...

The day after my last post, I met a man...   I had been on an online dating site for a few months, and had met three others - dated one for a couple of months...  but met this particular man on that Sunday afternoon...   I wasn't real impressed...   but he was nice enough, and he asked me out again.  We went out to dinner and walked around an outdoor mall for awhile.  It was nice.  Then he asked me out again.  We went to the beach, and he spent the day anticipating my every wish.  He was so sweet.  Since that day, we've spent nearly every day together.  I've never been so happy as I've been the last eight months.  Until I realized that I met Curt the day after I "let go" of Pat...  that scared me.  Did I jump into this relationship when I let go of that old fantasy?  So I talked to Curt about it....  and being the sweetheart that he is, he pointed out that we are deliriously happy and have been for the last eight months...  If I had fallen into this as a rebound relationship, I'm sure that it wouldn't have lasted this long or been as wonderful...  

Curt is everything I never knew I always wanted.  He is sweet, sensitive, sexy, affectionate, and attentive.  He hasn't asked me yet, but I believe that we will be together forever. 

I used to think that I would never want a man that wouldn't have wanted me fat - so finding Curt was truly amazing.  First of all, I realized that I didn't even like myself when I was MO - how could I expect anyone else to love me?  I was no fun - I didn't do anything fun - and I didn't enjoy life.  I had to learn to love myself before I could love someone else. 

But I think the moment I realized he was the one for me was when I met his sister...   Obviously, he loves her very much - and she's big - not as big as I once was, but it made me feel that Curt would love me no matter what.

His whole family loves me - we all have so much in common.  I really do love his mom and his sister, and his grandma.  They're all so normal...  

I've never had a man that loved me as much as Curt does.  He wants to give me everything - and all I need from him is his affection.  He's wonderful. 

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Ontario, CA
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08/25/2006
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Aug 02, 2006
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