Hi, Kat: I just wanted to let you know I know EXACTLY how you feel! A few days after I came home from the hospital my husband proceded to sit down next to me and eat Arby's! I wanted to cry at that moment. I thought Oh my God, what have I done? Did I really have to do this??? And the truth was, yes, I did have to do this because otherwise I'd be pigging out right alongside him. Let me just try to offer reassurance that it DOES get better. The first 6 weeks are the hardest. Now that I'm 7 weeks out, I can have a taste of more things than before, and I feel much better mentally. I don't feel so deprived. I promise, Honey, it WILL get better!