This is HARD

Jul 22, 2024

I know this is a journey. And I know I am not perfect. This is HARD. I hate that my food cravings have come back. I am down almost 80 pounds in 6 months. I just want to be down so much more. But I also know that I am eating. I need to get back to Katie 1 month post op. I wish I didnt think about food. IT is bad at work. I bring my food with me. But I want to eat it all. I just think about it. I am not very busy at work. So I try and keep busy. But it is hard to keep my mind right. I just wish I did not get this FAT. IT is awful. I am 316 pounds. How in the world did I let myself get this bad? I keep replaying what I used to eat. I am gross. I cannot believe that I let myself get this bad. Food was so good. Like how do I keep doing this? 

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