So I have been thinking.....

Jul 21, 2007

And for me that could be a dangerous thing! I have been doing a lot of research on the 'net while I have been waiting for my denial letter to show up. One specific thing I have been looking at is the Gallbladder issue. I looked up the symptoms of this problem and discovered that what I have been going through for the last 6 years could be due to a dysfunctional gallbladder. Here is a quote from one website:

A dysfunctional gallbladder may be at the root of many cases of unexplained chronic diarrhea and a cholesterol-lowering drug which binds to the bile acids normally stored in the gallbladder may benefit patients with chronic diarrhea who did not respond to other treatments.

Researchers gave the cholesterol-lowering drug cholestyramine, which binds to the bile acids normally stored in the gallbladder, to 19 patients with chronic diarrhea unresponsive to previous treatments.

All 19 of the patients improved on the medication within 24 hours.

  • Chronic diarrhea is a common problem among many Americans and many of these people are diagnosed as having irritable bowel syndrome (IBS).

  • About 10% of people who have had their gallbladders removed suffer from chronic diarrhea due to excess bile production, which usually comes on immediately following a meal.

  • In the study, the patients underwent testing to measure gallbladder functioning, in which all 19 patients scored poorly, indicating their gallbladders were functioning anywhere from not at all to only 42% of normal.

  • Researchers report that with the medication, the patients improved to the point that those who had previously had 4 to 10 bowel movements per day went down to having only one."

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So now I have an appointment to visit with my PCP on Monday. Hopefully she will listen and send me on my way to have tests to see if this is the issue. I am so tired of being sick...

My thought about all of this is one of the major reasons for me to have WLS besides weight loss is my bowel and infertility problems. If I can get the bowel under control, I am thinking that I might try to have a child BEFORE i have the WLS. I don't want to wait for years to try and have another child. I want to have one soon (before I turn 40). I can lose weight after the child. So if I spend the next year on infertility treatments, I hope I can get pregnant.

The WLS can wait, the chance to have another child cannot. If my problems are not cause by the gallbladder, I think I will stay with the original plan and have WLS first then maybe consider having a child later in life...but I don't think I will. I could not imagine having one right now.....I would eat something, have morning sickness, eat again, then rush to the restroom to have diarrhea. NOT a way to live.

My husband is supportive of whatever decision I make about this. He would love to have a child I think (he's never had one) but he also is scared to do it. I think he would be a wonderful father and I always wanted more than 1! And my 1 is going to be 18 soon...going off to college....wow.

Denied denied denied

Jul 16, 2007

I called the insurance, and yes, I am denied. I am not worthy. I don't rate. I am not sure what is the basis of the denial so I cannot appeal yet, but I am waiting for the letter and I have already started gathering any old record I can get my hands on to show my previous weights. I am betting this is why I was denied, but I still really wont know until I get the letter.

I am bummed.


I am gonna SCREAM!

Jul 12, 2007

So I have been going back and forth with my insurance and clinic. First the clinic said they sent the stuff to insurance about 2 weeks ago. I called insurance at 1.5 weeks to see how things were going and they said they never got anything! So I gather the info the insurance gives (number to fax to, to who's attention, etc) and call back the clinic. After 2 phone calls to clinic, they call back finally and say we fax it again to the info you gave us.

So the next day I call insurance again to make sure they got it....they wouldn't really answer if they got it or not, but kept telling me that the clinic should have CALLED first to open a pre-cert claim, let the insurance assign a nurse to the open claim, THEN fax the paperwork requested by the nurse. WTF?!?!?!?!?!? Needless to say I WENT OFF as nicely as I could on how they needed to train ALL of their CSRs to give out the correct frickin information!!!!!!!!!!

In the mean time, I am in contact with my husband's work insurance liaison person who is also trying to check up on things for me. I get off the phone with the insurance after our nice chat and I call the clinic back once again and tell them the new requirements. They call me back the next day (today) to tell me that they had sent it again with the newest info. I call the liaison next and tell her what happened. She also called me back today to tell me she verified that they have the records and it can take from 10-14 days to get an answer.

Finally! I know they got it and there is an answer coming! Now it is time to work on the appeal that I know it coming because I don't have a 5 year record of my weight. Here is where the fun comes in.

I can show from the doc’s office that I was 320 in 2002. That is 5 years ago. I can show also weight for 2005, 2006, and of course 2007. What I don’t have is 2003 and 2004. But if you read the Bulletin posted by my insurance (Aetna) it says

Presence of severe obesity that has persisted for at least 5 years, defined as any of the following:

  1. Body mass index (BMI)* exceeding 40; or

2.      BMI* greater than 35 in conjunction with any of the following severe co-morbidities:

Well, my obesity has persisted for at least 5 years since I can show I was MO in 2002 and still am in 2007. UNLESS (and I know these jackasses since they don't want to pay) the insurance will say that I was not MO in 2003 and 2004. Bastards. I have a feeling that will be the case.

I am even going back as far at 1997 to get records that show my weight has done nothing but increase. I think I was even MO as far back as 1997. I bet this STILL wont help, but I am gonna do it!

Arh....thanks for the vent. I am just pretty upset at it all because I have a feeling I will be waiting another 2 years for this to happen.


Paperwork sent again!

Jul 10, 2007

So I finally spoke with the clinic again and they said they are going to fax the paperwork to the general phone number the insurance (Aetna) gave me when I spoke with them last week. I will give it a day and then call tomorrow to see if they have gotten it.

My husband called his company yesterday and we have a company liaison who will work with me to find out where my paperwork should go. She seems like a very nice person and has dealt with these issues before. She cannot help with medical info, but she can make sure the papers get into the right hands! I hope to hear from her sometime this week.

So again, I wait. I had to cancel my teaching jobs for this upcoming semester just in case. I did not want to commit to the students and school and then end up taking a week or 2 off because of this surgery that I know is going to happen. To me that seems irresponsible. So I have asked if I can be the department grader or something like that which is much more flexible.

Ahhh....waiting. I guess I can hurry up and wait. Or maybe I should wait to wait. I dunno....I will go back to painting my house! I have redone almost the whole interrior now. Then, after surgery, I can redo it in another color scheme cause I will need to do something! NOT! I will have homework (still gonna take classes) and maybe grading to do. I will walk the dog more....get my husband out...






Paperwork not found!

Jul 06, 2007

Arggg..... I had just written a long post about the damned insurance not getting my paperwork even though I was told it had been sent in. I was feeling pressured about running out of time because of school (teaching and taking classes) so I had just thought I would ask my hubby if I could take the semester off from teaching. I have been teaching for the last 4 years and if I didn't this semester, I could still have my surgery even if it doesn't happen until Aug or Sept.

I just wish there was a better process for all of this. They worry so much about people getting the surgery and then not being motivated to follow through. Just getting through the insurance crap should be criteria enough to have the procedure.






Still Waiting.....

Jul 03, 2007

Tomorrow is the 4th. I might hear about a job I interviewed for on Monday - a Science teacher position for a local high school. I don't think I will get the job since I am a Physicist and the job is for a Biology teacher. It is sad when I cannot not find a job in a lab or in a class room. I could teach Biology I suppose, but I have not done that since about 1998 (when I took the class and then tutored it). I would need to study my ass off for the next 2  months.

Ahhhhh......that's one of my problems....I don't have enough self confidence. I should have approached the job interview in a more positive light - yes, I need to brush up on my Bio, but I am that good that I can! I mean, I did pass the PLACE test (the content exam you must pass to become a Colorado Teacher) for both Math and Science WITHOUT studying and in ONE try. Not totally by choice, but there is nothing out there to study!!!! The testers have a 10 question sample test, but it's not really good enough to study from. I would think that after 10 years in college I should have passed these tests, but hearing from other teachers - some had to take the test as many as 7 times - these were not supposed to be easy. So now I am not sure - were they that easy, did I knew more that I thought I did, OR is it a statement about the teachers in this state. I HOPE it is not the last one!!!!

Anyways, I am painting the inside of my home while I wait to hear about the insurance and to keep me from killing my hubby. He's been kind of a pain since he had his knee surgery. I understand he's frustrated and in pain and just not happy, but he doesn't have to take it out on me. I MUST remember this so when I feel like crap after the surgery, I do not treat him so. I mean - ok - once in a while you just can't help it, but it seems like he's just not gonna stop any time soon. I need to learn more patience for him, and he's gotta realize he's taking it out on me. I cannot wait til he feels better, cause when he's good...he's awesome!



More waiting.....

Jun 28, 2007

But this is a different kind of waiting. The lady who handles all the paperwork in my surgeons office finally called me back today (after 2 messages in the last 6 days). Turns out it was not because I was a freak and messed up the psych eval, but that she was very ill and did not have a voice for the last week. Poor thing. I am glad I did not push to much harder with more messages...I was going to call about every other day for a while until I heard something. If I did not then I was gonna call every day.....glad I don't have to act like a stalker.

Anyways, she sent in my paperwork!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So it's all ready to rock and roll as soon as the insurance gives the approval (the power of positive thinking - or the Secret if you're into that stuff). I can hardly wait! And I KNOW this is just the start of a lot of waiting....waiting for insurance, then waiting for my date, then waiting to recover, then waiting to lose the fist pounds, then waiting to join the century club, etc, etc.....

In all of this I must learn much better patience then I ever had!


Waiting

Jun 19, 2007

So now I am waiting. I hope that I will have the surgery.....not sure about it. I am afraid that either the insurance will reject me, or my psych eval wasn't so good.

The eval was ok at first. Dawn was great and we talked for a while. And then we talked so more...and then I broke down and I think it went down hill from there. I know I have issues, especially with my family (mother specifically)....I just broke down in the appointment at about 2 hours in. Then I had to rush out of there because I totally forgot I had to get my husband to his doctor's appointment. He had a post-op follow up for his knee surgery.

She had said she was going to give approval for me at the end of our first hour, but I am not sure what happened after that.. I had to leave so fast.....I hope she realizes that I am committed to making this work and I have taken the steps she recommended for me.

And the insurance...I have Aetna and have seen some posts about problems with them. I have done everything on their list EXCEPT for a 5 year history. I didn't have insurance 2 years ago so I never went to the doctor. Heck, I ignored my health for about 4 years before I got married again. I cant show that I have been overweight for that long. Now what?

Dawn did say that I would hear from the surgeons office within the next 2 weeks. I guess I just have to wait....



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