Boys will be Boys...

Dec 16, 2008

Before my surgery, I thought guys didnt like me b/c of my weight, now I think its me!  LOL  no, my good friend said, relationships are like batteries...it doesnt mean that all batteries or relationships are bad, some just arent compatible or work together well.  Great analogy.  Til then, I will keep tending my garden, knitting, volunteering, running and eating healthy.  He is out there...waiting for me!

Another note:
Today a woman came into the gallery where I work and told me she had RNY surgery 3 yrs ago and has gained back 60lbs.  This isnt good.  She was big too.  Recently, everywhere I go, someone is telling me they regained their weight, blah blah blah.  SO DISCOURAGING!  This is making me really stick to my guns!  I DONT WANT ANYMORE FAT TO COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  This has been the best gift I have ever had and will not lose it to the SCALES!  I have the power to overcome the lbs.  I know I can keep off this weight.  I know it.  Its about making the right choices and not going back to old habbits!  Seein these people fat again is what scares me the most.  Anyway...lets see if I can get to 150 lbs by new years!  I am going to work out every day til I get there! 

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