August 4 ( I hate today )

Aug 04, 2010

I am so pissed off... I can't stand it. I called to get my sigmoidoscopy (spelled wrong) and they gave me a Sept date. I got off the phone and cried.
When I went for my psych evaluations I had different clothes, they were heavy... and I now am not 5 pounds from surgery scheduling goal. So now Nancy told me I am off the list at this point until I loose the 3 pounds.. and it was the blinking clothes. She told me to call in to the weight reporting line and let them know as my weight changes.
Now the test as of 4pm is now August 16,.. in the morning. I am a wreck.up and down... this is driving me nuts.
I am telling myself to Buck up and put my big girl panties on and get over it.  Easier said than done.
Now looks like it will be November before I get my surgery... I want to cry...!


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Jun 19, 2010
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