Can't wait for first appt with surgeon
Mar 17, 2010
So I have an appt date set...I am so excited! Everything in my life is pretty much great except this one last thing...people say this surgery wont make life happy or perfect but it will for me! I have finally found the perfect man, a great job, a great house, wonderful kids...I really believe that losing weight and being thinner & healthy will complete my perfect picture. My appt is for april 5th...I wonder how soon after that I will have a surgery date...I have done all the research I can, watched MANY hours of YOUTUBE video blogs and am so amazed by the success. I CAN'T WAIT! I am sick of being a failure...after all my past drama & I have finally made it through college and have a wonderful family & a nice house & the one thing I can't succeed at is losing weight....For 10 yrs I have failed at losing weight. Its time to make it over this hurdle I have been struggling with for so long~!
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Its official...im ready to start the process
Feb 15, 2010
So i have been thinking about the surgery for a long time but just recently has it really been on my mind. I AM SICK & TIRED OF BEING FAT AND UNHEALTHY. Being in the health field I know every single thing I need to do to look like any cover girl model...it just doesn't work for me. I have two beautiful girls and that was the begining of the fat...before the first baby I was 130lbs and a size 6...now embarrassed as i am I am 239lbs and a size 20ish. How could this have just snuck up on me in the past 10 yrs???? I dunno but it did and I HATE IT! I HATE FOOD....WELL ITS A LOVE HATE RELATIONSHIP REALLY. I am finally bulging past the XL in the stores and having to go to specialty stores who don't make things that fit me right either...I have NO BOOBS and apparantly all fat girls have big boobs so I cant wear any of the cute big girl shirts either. My sweet girls try to tell me im not fat & they sure are sweet but lets admit it...I AM. I have decided to do it. I have a "community meeting" to go to tomorrow then I will go from there...I AM SO EXCITED TO HAVE MY LIFE BACK! FOOD YOU WILL NOT CONTROL ME ANYMORE!
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