2 weeks out

Feb 08, 2009

I'm a little over 2 weeks out.  It's been a LONG two weeks.  I was in a lot of pain after the surgery.  More than I expected to be.  I was just starting to feel better when my son came down with a nasty virus and I had to take him to the ER.  Well 4 days after he got it I got it.  I am still wiped out but I'm starting to feel a little better.  I am still losing weight which is amazing to me.  This hasn't been easy but it is definitely worth it.  I still struggle with the "what did I do to myself?"  But that is getting a little better every day.  It's still 4 weeks till I get my first fill.  I'm excited and nervous about that.  Right now I just want to be able to eat normal food again.  They tell you that the emotional part of this is harder than the physical and you don't really believe it till it you go through it.  I'm so glad we all have this place tohelp us through it.  I would be lost if I didn't have the friends new and old that I've made here.  Well I'll stop rambling now.

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