PERSONAL-Weight back down....144!

Dec 07, 2009

I'm almost at my bottom#, that's great......I know I can do it and stay here.  I feel great..........even if I look the same at 150 that I do at 143, I know clothes fit differently..........

I am loving my fill level.  It's perfect.  I don't know what he gave me last time but it was just right like Goldilock's porridge.

And I have so many awesome developments personally as well as disastrous financial ones so my life is a rollercoaster again.  Someone is crushing on ME this time and it's amazing, like a drug, like alcohol, like WOW..............makes me totally hot.  Had really good sex with my husband last night for the first time in a while.  I actually had an orgasm, yippee!  Not as good as the ones I have with my toy, but it was a massive improvement.......

It's hard to be good when so much of me wants to be bad.  I think I am wired wrong, always have been.  What happened to that girl who was faithful and obedient, she like died or something and WAY before WLS, back years and years ago.  As early as 2000.............I am just naughty.  Don't know what else to say about that. 

Me and my band are gonna be BFF, the long-term slippage issues scare the crap out of me though.  I hope my band was put in just right the way it looked on my upper GI.  Let's hope my awesome sexy surgeon Dr. Donavan is as fantastic as I think he is. 

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