Race cancelled, stuck episode, feeling blue..........

Dec 18, 2009

Well it hasn't been the easiest holiday to stay upbeat.........third year in a rown struggling due to supporting four people, the DH is finally working part-time which is great but too late to save us from a horrible Christmas financially.............

So I had a race today and I was so excited but it was rescheduled and I have no 5K today.  There's a good amount of snow so of course I have zero desire to run.  Next race is New Years Eve, hopefully it's a good night.........My band/chest hurt like hell because I'm swollen from my awful stuck episode last night, and it was not because I didn't chew........no more chicken breast or wraps for me for a while. 

I just don't feel like getting up, cleaning the house and decorating even though I know it needs to be done.  I just want to be a slug.  It doesn't help that I have burnt the candle at both ends all week long and I'm exhausted.  I was in no condition to race with the episode last night but I would have done it anyway, if it were happening.  :-( 

I'm down enough I'm not even feeling frisky............ I'm quite blue today.........thinking of "Blue Christmas" from The Year Without a Santa Claus .  Even cried.........

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