I've referred to myself as a "BFF" (big fat fatty) for as long as I can remember.  In Jr High and High School, I was never the popular girl, but I had my ways of making friends and fitting in, despite my chubbiness.  Luckily, I had some good friends who helped bring out the best in me, and were drawn to my "sparkling personality" and my "sweet spirit". 

Since I wanted to have friends, I was the first to make a joke in reference to myself, so instead of being the "fat girl" I was the "funny fat girl".    Keep 'em laughing, that's the key!

 I am fortunate in the fact that I have terrific parents, a wonderful spouse and a few friends who are supportive of me.  I have a hard time being in public simply because I hear what people are saying, I know what they are thinking and it hurts...plus it's embarassing! 

 I've done the diet thing since I was 10 years old and for lack of a better term, I'm just plain sick of it.  I feel like a yo-yo with my weight going up and down, I'm constantly tired, constantly irritable, and for ONCE I'd like to feel GOOD and think, "Hey!  Look at me!  Woo hoo, I'm a hottie!" 

 Perhaps after surgery, I'll be one of those girls that make heads turn...of course the only head I REALLY wanna turn is my husband's.  OOOOOO LA LA!  Wait a sec....who am I kidding, I'd giggle with glee to make ANY guy's head turn.  Hee hee hee! 

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Eagle Mountain, UT
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Apr 11, 2007
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Another hospital stay...
I'm back...
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YIKES!
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Prepubescents drive me CRAZY!!
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