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I am learning what is acceptable for my body and what is not. I want to eat things like salads cucumbers, fruits. But, my little pouch just does not want that. So, it would be easier to say I could live on yogurt, milk, soup and water, but I force myself ton try new things everyday. That's the challenge now. Pain is awful, but I feel so stupid when I cause the pain. But, it is getting better. It's almost 2 months and I just went below 250 pounds. I hate that number and can't wait for below 200!  That will make me jump for joy!  I need to start walking on my treadmill every day. That's my goal. Right now I'm doing only  2 times a week. That's not good.

I'm not enjoying food right now. I am trying to follow the rules. I'm measuring food, picking exactly the high protein items I'm allowed. But, my stomach hurts every time I eat. I think I may not be chewing properly. I don't know it just hurts. I am ok with yogurts and puddings, jello and cereal.  Soups are ok too. Solids hurt. Dammit!